FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103  
104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   >>   >|  
ve of approbation on the other were having a great struggle within her breast. She valued Mrs. Leland's good opinion and was loath to lose it. But she was worthy of her father's glad encomium, "However many and serious her faults may be, she is at least honest and truthful," and could not accept praise which she knew was wholly undeserved. "You mistake, Aunt Elsie," she said with an effort, hanging her head in shame, while her cheek flushed hotly; "I am not here for being good, but for being naughty--missing my lesson and answering Grandpa Dinsmore impertinently when he reproved me for it." "I grieve to hear it, my dear child," Elsie returned in a truly sorrowful tone. "I had hoped you were getting quite the better of your temper and inclination to defy lawful authority. But do not be discouraged from trying again to conquer your faults. Every one of us has an evil nature and many spiritual foes to fight against; yet if we fight manfully, looking to Jesus for help and strength, we shall assuredly gain the victory at last; coming off more than conquerors through Him who loved us and died to save us from sin and death." "You can never think well of me again, Aunt Elsie?" Lulu said, half in assertion, half inquiringly. "I certainly hope to, Lulu," was the kind reply "Your honest avowal is greatly to your credit; I see that you are above the meanness of falsehood and taking undeserved praise; that seems to me a very hopeful sign, deeply ungrateful as was your conduct toward my dear, good grandfather, who has been so kind to you and yours. Do you not think it so yourself, now that your passion has had time to cool?" "Yes, ma'am," replied Lulu, again hanging her head and blushing. "I don't mean to behave so any more." Then after a moment's silence, "Aunt Elsie, I don't believe anybody has any idea how hard it is for me to be good." "Don't you think other people find it hard, too, my poor child?" Elsie asked gently. "They also have evil natures." "I'm sure," said Lulu, "that Max and Grace don't have half as hard work to be patient and sweet-tempered as I do. I often wish I'd been made good like Grace; and I don't see why I wasn't. And there's Rosie; she doesn't ever seem to want to be wilful, or tempted at all to get into a passion." "Perhaps, Lulu, she is as strongly tempted to some other sin as you are to wilfulness and passion, and perhaps falls before temptation as often. We cannot read each other's he
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103  
104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

passion

 
hanging
 

undeserved

 

praise

 

faults

 

tempted

 

honest

 

strongly

 
conduct
 

grandfather


wilfulness

 

Perhaps

 

hopeful

 

credit

 

temptation

 
greatly
 

avowal

 

deeply

 
meanness
 

falsehood


taking

 

ungrateful

 

gently

 

natures

 
patient
 

tempered

 

people

 

behave

 

blushing

 

wilful


moment

 

silence

 
replied
 
effort
 

flushed

 

mistake

 

accept

 

wholly

 

impertinently

 

Dinsmore


reproved

 
grieve
 

Grandpa

 

answering

 

naughty

 

missing

 

lesson

 

truthful

 
breast
 
valued