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the half-defined thoughts that had come, since seeing that other packet on the quarter. Suddenly, behind me, there came a rustle and rattle of the sails; and, in the same instant, I heard the Skipper saying: "Where the devil have you got her to, Jessop?" I whirled round to the wheel. "I don't know--Sir," I faltered. I had forgotten even that I was at the wheel. "Don't know!" he shouted. "I should damned well think you don't. Starboard your helm, you fool. You'll have us all aback!" "i, i, Sir," I answered, and hove the wheel over. I did it almost mechanically; for I was still dazed, and had not yet had time to collect my senses. During the following half-minute, I was only conscious, in a confused sort of way, that the Old Man was ranting at me. This feeling of bewilderment passed off, and I found that I was peering blankly into the binnacle, at the compass-card; yet, until then, entirely without being aware of the fact. Now, however, I saw that the ship was coming back on to her course. Goodness knows how much she had been off! With the realisation that I had let the ship get almost aback, there came a sudden memory of the alteration in the position of the other vessel. She had appeared last on the beam, instead of on the quarter. Now, however, as my brain began to work, I saw the cause of this apparent and, until then, inexplicable change. It was due, of course, to our having come up, until we had brought the other packet on to the beam. It is curious how all this flashed through my mind, and held my attention--although only momentarily--in the face of the Skipper's storming. I think I had hardly realised he was still singing out at me. Anyhow, the next thing I remember, he was shaking my arm. "What's the matter with you, man?" he was shouting. And I just stared into his face, like an ass, without saying a word. I seemed still incapable, you know, of actual, reasoning speech. "Are you damned well off your head?" he went on shouting. "Are you a lunatic? Have you had sunstroke? Speak, you gaping idiot!" I tried to say something; but the words would not come clearly. "I--I--I--" I said, and stopped, stupidly. I was all right, really; but I was so bewildered with the thing I had found out; and, in a way, I seemed almost to have come back out of a distance, you know. "You're a lunatic!" he said, again. He repeated the statement several times, as if it were the only thing that sufficiently
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