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ked round at the dark sea. "I don't see no light," he remarked, after a few moments. "No," I said. "It's gone." "Eh?" he inquired. "It's gone!" I repeated, irritably. He turned and regarded me silently, through the dark. "I'd go an' 'ave a sleep, mate," he said, at length. "I've been that way meself. Ther's nothin' like a snooze w'en yer gets like that." "What!" I said. "Like what?" "It's all right, mate. Yer'll be all right in ther mornin'. Don't yer worry 'bout me." His tone was sympathetic. "Hell!" was all I said, and walked down off the fo'cas'le head. I wondered whether the old fellow thought I was going silly. "Have a sleep, by Jove!" I muttered to myself. "I wonder who'd feel like having a sleep after what I've seen and stood today!" I felt rotten, with no one understanding what was really the matter. I seemed to be all alone, through the things I had learnt. Then the thought came to me to go aft and talk the matter over with Tammy. I knew he would be able to understand, of course; and it would be such a relief. On the impulse, I turned and went aft, along the deck to the 'prentices' berth. As I neared the break of the poop, I looked up and saw the dark shape of the Second Mate, leaning over the rail above me. "Who's that?" he asked. "It's Jessop, Sir," I said. "What do you want in this part of the ship?" he inquired. "I'd come aft to speak to Tammy, Sir," I replied. "You go along forrard and turn-in," he said, not altogether unkindly. "A sleep will do you more good than yarning about. You know, you're getting to fancy things too much!" "I'm sure I'm not, Sir! I'm perfectly well. I--" "That will do!" he interrupted, sharply. "You go and have a sleep." I gave a short curse, under my breath, and went slowly forrard. I was getting maddened with being treated as if I were not quite sane. "By God!" I said to myself. "Wait till the fools know what I know--just wait!" I entered the fo'cas'le, through the port doorway, and went across to my chest, and sat down. I felt angry and tired, and miserable. Quoin and Plummer were sitting close by, playing cards, and smoking. Stubbins lay in his bunk, watching them, and also smoking. As I sat down, he put his head forward over the bunk-board, and regarded me in a curious, meditative way. "What's hup with ther Second hoff
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