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ng, trying to learn what he can learn. I must." "You can't even tell me why you wept in the station?" "For a simple silly reason. I was afraid. I had taken up a task too big for me by far--taken it up bravely when I was out in the sunlight of Reuton. But when I saw Upper Asquewan Falls, and the dark came, and that dingy station swallowed me up, something gave way inside me and I felt I was going to fail. So--I cried. A woman's way." "If I were only permitted to help--" Mr. Magee pleaded. "No--I must go forward alone. I can trust no one, now. Perhaps things will change. I hope they will." "Listen," said Mr. Magee. "I am telling you the truth. Perhaps you read a novel called _The Lost Limousine_." He was resolved to claim its authorship, tell her of his real purpose in coming to Baldpate, and urge her to confide in him regarding the odd happenings at the inn. "Yes," said the girl before he could continue. "I did read it. And it hurt me. It was so terribly insincere. The man had talent who wrote it, but he seemed to say: 'It's all a great big joke. I don't believe in these people myself. I've just created them to make them dance for you. Don't be fooled--it's only a novel.' I don't like that sort of thing. I want a writer really to mean all he says from the bottom of his heart." Mr. Magee bit his lip. His determination to claim the authorship of _The Lost Limousine_ was quite gone. "I want him to make me feel with his people," the girl went on seriously. "Perhaps I can explain by telling you of something that happened to me once. It was while I was at college. There was a blind girl in my class and one night I went to call on her. I met her in the corridor of her dormitory. Somebody had just brought her back from an evening lecture, and left her there. She unlocked her door, and we went in. It was pitch dark in the room--the first thing I thought of was a light. But she--she just sat down and began to talk. She had forgot to light the gas." The girl paused, her eyes very wide, and it seemed to Mr. Magee that she shivered slightly. "Can you imagine it?" she asked. "She chatted on--quite cheerfully as I remember it. And I--I stumbled round and fell into a chair, cold and trembly and sick with the awful horror of blindness, for the first time in my life. I thought I had imagined before what it was to be blind--just by shutting my eyes for a second. But as I sat there in the blackness, and listened to tha
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