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something to say to you." Ranny took the children to his mother and went back. Mr. Ransome was sitting up in his chair. He had roused himself. He looked strangely intelligent and alert. He signed to his son to sit near him. "How old are those children?" he said. "Dossie was five in March, and Stanny was three in April." "And they've been--how long without their mother?" "It'll be three years next October." "Why don't you get rid of that woman?" said Mr. Ransome. It was as if with effort and with pain and out of the secret, ultimate sources of his being that he drew the energy to say it. They would never know what he was thinking, never know (as Ranny had once said) what was going on inside him. And of all impossible things, _this_ was what he had come out with now! "Do you mean that, Father?" "Of course I mean it." "Well, then--as it happens--it's what I'm going to do." "You should have done it before." "I couldn't." "Why not?" "I hadn't the money." Mr. Ransome closed his eyes again as if in pain. "I'd have given it you, Randall," he said, presently. He had opened his eyes, but they wandered uneasily, avoiding his son's gaze. "If I'd had it. But I hadn't. I've been doing badly." And again his eyelids dropped and lifted. "Things have gone wrong that hadn't ought to if I'd been what I should be." There was anguish in Ranny's father's eyes now. They turned to him for reassurance. As if in some final act of humility and contrition, he unbared and abased himself, he laid down the pretension of integrity. His shawl had slipped from his knees. His hands moved over it as if, having unbared, he now sought to cover himself. Ransome stooped over him and drew the shawl up higher and wrapped it closer with careful, tender touches. "Don't worry about that," he said. "Your Mother'll be all right, Randall. She's got a bit of her own. It's all there, except what she put into the business. You won't have to trouble about her." He paused. "Have you got the money now?" he said. "I shall have. To-morrow, probably." "Then don't you wait." "It'll be beastly work, you know, Father. Are you sure you don't mind?" "What _I_ mind is your being married to that woman. I never liked it, Randall." He closed his eyes. His face became more than ever drawn and peaked. His mouth opened. With short, hard gasps he fought for the breath he had so spent. Ransome's heart reproached him because
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