rom Elaine?"
Croyden nodded.
Macloud smiled.
"He is coming to it, at last," he thought. What he said was:--"You're
not going to be put to flight by a woman?"
"I am.--If I stay here I shall lose."
"You mean?"
"I shall propose."
"And be refused?"
"Be accepted."
"Most people would not call that _losing_," said Macloud.
"I have nothing to do with most people--only, with myself."
"It seems so!--even Elaine isn't to be considered."
"Haven't we gone over all that?"
"I don't know--but, if we have, go over it again."
"You assume she came down here solely on my account--because I'm
here?"
"I assume nothing," Macloud answered, with a quiet chuckle. "I said you
have a chance, and urged you not to let it slip. I should not have
offered any suggestion--I admit that----"
"Oh, bosh!" Croyden interrupted. "Don't be so humble--you're rather
proud of your interference."
"I am! Certainly, I am! I'm only sorry it is so unavailing."
"Who said it was unavailing!"
"You did!--or, at least, I inferred as much."
"I'm not responsible for your inferences."
"What are you responsible for?" asked Macloud.
"Nothing! Nothing!--not even for my resolution--I haven't any--I can't
make any that holds. I'm worse than a weather-cock. Common sense bids
me go. Desire clamors for me to stay--to hasten over to Ashburton--to
put it to the test. When I get to Ashburton, common sense will be in
control. When I come away, desire will tug me back, again--and so on,
and so on--and so on."
"You're in a bad way!" laughed Macloud. "You need a cock-tail, instead
of a weather-cock. Come on! if we are to dine at the Carringtons' at
seven, we would better be moving. Having thrown the blue funk, usual to
a man in your position, you'll now settle down to business."
"To be or not to be?"
"Let future events determine--take it as it comes," Macloud urged.
"Sage advice!" returned Croyden mockingly. "If I let future events
decide for me, the end's already fixed."
The big clock on the landing was chiming seven when they rang the bell
at Ashburton and the maid ushered them into the drawing-room. Mrs.
Carrington was out of town, visiting in an adjoining county, and the
Captain had not appeared. He came down stairs a moment later, and took
Macloud and Croyden over to the library.
After about a quarter of an hour, he glanced at his watch a trifle
impatiently.--Another fifteen minutes, and he glanced at it again.
"Caroli
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