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think of my poor unhappy Claude, what he did, and what he must have suffered!" "I know what he did. I do not know what he suffered. My case, however, is different from his. I am not engaged to any one." "Arnold, think of the great scheme of life I have drawn out for you. My dear boy, would you throw that all away?" She laid her hands upon his arm and looked in his eyes with a pitiful gaze. He took her hands in his. "My dear, every man must shape his life for himself, or must live out the life shaped for him by his fate, not by his friends. What if I see a life more delightful to me than that of which you dream?" "You talk of a delightful life, Arnold; I spoke of an honorable career." "Mine will be a life of quiet work and love. Yours, Clara, would be of noisy and troublesome work without love." "Without love, Arnold? You are infatuated." She sunk into the chair and buried her face in her hands. First, it was her lover who had deserted her for the sake of a governess, the daughter of some London tradesman; and now her adopted son, almost the only creature she loved, for whom she had schemed and thought for nearly twenty years, was ready to give up everything for the sake of another governess, also connected with the lower forms of commercial interests. "It is very hard, Arnold," she said. "No, don't try to persuade me. I am getting an old woman, and it is too late for me to learn that a gentleman can be happy unless he marries a lady. You might as well ask me to look for happiness with a grocer." "Not quite," said Arnold. "It is exactly the same thing. Pray, have you proposed to this--this young lady of the second-hand bookshop?" "No, I have not." "You are in love with her, however?" "I am, Clara." "And you intend to ask her--in the shop, I dare say, among the second-hand books--to become your wife?" "That is my serious intention, Clara." "Claude did the same thing. His father remonstrated with him in vain, he took his wife to London, where, for a time, he lived in misery and self-reproach." "Do you know that he reproached himself?" "I know what must have happened when he found out his mistake. Then he went to America, where he died, no doubt in despair, although his father had forgiven him." "The cases are hardly parallel," said Arnold. "Still, will you permit me to introduce Miss Aglen to you, if she should do me the honor of accepting me? Be generous, Clara. Do not conde
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