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as he realised her close and wonderful presence, he suddenly told himself that it was worth while risking even Heaven in the future for the joy of holding her for once in his arms. She had never seemed to him so maddeningly beautiful as at that moment. It was one of the hottest days of the season and she was wearing a gown of white muslin, curiously simple, enhancing, somehow or other, her fascinating slimness, a slimness which had nothing to do with angularity but possessed its own soft and graceful curves. Her eyes were bluer even than her turquoise brooch or the gentians in her hat. And while his heart was aching and throbbing with doubts and hopes, she suddenly smiled at him. "I am going to sit down," she announced carelessly. "Please say to me just what is in your mind, without reserve. It will be better." She threw herself into a low chair near the window. Her hands were folded in her lap. Her eyes, for some reason, were fixed upon her wedding ring. Swift to notice even her slightest action, he frowned as he discerned the direction of her gaze. "Violet," he said, "I think that you are right. I think that the time has come when I must tell you what is in my mind." She raised her eyebrows slightly at the sound of her Christian name. He moved over and stood by her chair. "For a good many years," he began slowly, "I have been a man with a purpose. When it first came into my mind--not willingly--its accomplishment seemed utterly hopeless. Still, it was there. Strong man though I am, I could not root it out. I waited. There was nothing else to do but wait. From that moment my life was divided. My whole-soul devotion to worldly affairs was severed. I had one dream that was more wonderful to me, even, than complete success in the great undertaking which brought me to London. That dream was connected with you, Violet." She moved a little uneasily, as though the repetition of her Christian name grated. This time, however, he was rapt in his subject. "I won't make excuses," he went on. "You know what Linda is--what she has been for ten years. I have tried to be kind to her. As to love, I never had any. Ours was an alliance between two great monied families, arranged for us, acquiesced in by both of us as a matter of course. It seemed to me in those days the most natural and satisfactory form of marriage. I looked upon myself as others have thought me--a cold, bloodless man of figures and ambition. It is you who
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