FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147  
148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   >>  
frowning and tense, changed and broke up. 'Good God!' he said. 'Tell me the truth, Jane. It _was_ you, wasn't it?' Then Jane understood. She said, 'You thought it was _me_.... And I thought it was you! Is it me you've been so ashamed of all this time then, not yourself?' 'Yes,' he said, still staring at her. 'Of course.... It _wasn't_ you, then.... And you thought it was me?... But how could you think that, Jane? I'd have told; I wouldn't have been such a silly fool as to sneak away and say nothing. You might have known that. You must have had a pretty poor opinion of me, to think I'd do that.... Good lord, how you must have loathed me all this time!' 'No, I haven't. Have you loathed me, then?' He said quickly, 'That's different,' but he didn't explain why. After a moment he said, 'It was just an accident then, after all.' 'Yes ... Clare was talking to him when he fell.... She's only just told about it, because you were being suspected. But I never know whether to believe Clare; she's such a gumph. I had to ask you.... What made you suspect _me_, by the way?' 'Your manner, that first morning. You dragged me into the dining-room, do you remember, and talked about how they all thought it was an accident, and no one would guess if we were careful, and I wasn't to say anything. What else was I to think? It was really your own fault.' Jane said, 'Well, anyhow, we're quits. We've both spent six weeks thinking each other murderers. Now we'll stop.... I don't wonder you fought shy of me, Arthur.' He looked at her curiously. 'Didn't you fight shy of me, then? You can hardly have wanted to see much of me in the circumstances.' 'I didn't, of course. It was awful. Besides, you were so queer and disagreeable. I thought it was a guilty conscience, but really I suppose it was disgust.' 'Not disgust. No. Not that.' He seemed to be balancing the word 'disgust' in his mind, considering it, then rejecting it. 'But,' he said, 'it would have been difficult to pretend nothing had happened, wouldn't it.... I didn't blame you, you know, for the thing itself. I knew it must have been an accident--that you never meant ... what happened.... Well, anyhow, that's all over. It's been pretty ghastly. Let's forget it.... What Potterish minds you and I must have, Jane, to have built up such a sensational melodrama out of an ordinary accident. I think Lord Pinkerton would find me useful on one of his papers; I'm wasted on
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147  
148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   >>  



Top keywords:

thought

 

accident

 

disgust

 

happened

 

loathed

 

pretty

 

wouldn

 

Arthur

 
fought
 

looked


curiously

 

wanted

 

papers

 

wasted

 

thinking

 

murderers

 

ghastly

 
Pinkerton
 

sensational

 

balancing


rejecting
 

Potterish

 

forget

 

difficult

 

pretend

 

disagreeable

 

Besides

 

ordinary

 

guilty

 

melodrama


conscience

 

suppose

 

circumstances

 
opinion
 

moment

 
explain
 

quickly

 

frowning

 

changed

 

understood


staring

 
ashamed
 
talking
 
remember
 

talked

 

dining

 
morning
 

dragged

 

careful

 

manner