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peak. I don't want another avowal. She owned it to me herself." "She owned that to you, she owned that to you!" And I suddenly threw my arms round my uncle Lazare's neck. "Oh! how nice that is!" I added. "I had never spoken to her, truly. She told you that at the confessional, didn't she? I would never have dared ask her if she loved me, and I would never have known anything. Oh! how I thank you!" My uncle Lazare was quite red. He felt that he had just committed a blunder. He had imagined that this was not my first meeting with the young girl, and here he gave me a certainty, when as yet I only dared dream of a hope. He held his tongue now; it was I who spoke with volubility. "I understand all," I continued. "You are right, I must work to win Babet. But you will see how courageous I shall be. Ah! how good you are, my uncle Lazare, and how well you speak! I understand what the spring says: I, also, will have a powerful summer and an autumn of abundance. One is well placed here, one sees all the valley; I am young like it, I feel youth within me demanding to accomplish its task--" My uncle calmed me. "Very good, Jean," he said to me. "I had long hoped to make a priest of you, and I imparted to you my knowledge with that sole aim. But what I saw this morning at the waterside compels me to definitely give up my fondest hope. It is Heaven that disposes of us. You will love the Almighty in another way. You cannot now remain in this village, and I only wish you to return when ripened by age and work. I have chosen the trade of printer for you; your education will serve you. One of my friends, who is a printer at Grenoble, is expecting you next Monday." I felt anxious. "And I shall come back and marry Babet?" I inquired. My uncle smiled imperceptibly; and, without answering in a direct manner, said: "The remainder is the will of Heaven." "You are heaven, and I have faith in your kindness. Oh! uncle, see that Babet does not forget me. I will work for her." Then my uncle Lazare again pointed out to me the valley which the warm golden light was overspreading more and more. "There is hope," he said to me. "Do not be as old as I am, Jean. Forget my sermon, be as ignorant as this land. It does not trouble about the autumn; it is all engrossed with the joy of its smile; it labours, courageously and without a care. It hopes." And we returned to the parsonage, strolling along slowly in the grass, which
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