FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62  
63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   >>   >|  
istant, and returned home the same evening. J. W. was very much favored all the time he was in those parts; he really appears endowed with astonishing powers. The same letter affords a glimpse of the social position, which John and Elizabeth Yeardley occupied at Bentham:-- We are very quiet, have kind neighbors, a very pleasant habitation, and little society, plenty of books both of the religious and amusing kind, and leisure to meditate on the one thing needful, which is to fit us for that place to which we are fast hastening:-- "For who the longest lease enjoy Have told us with a sigh, That to be born seems little more Than to begin to die." (13_th of Seventh Month_, 1818.) John Yeardley, no less than his wife, found in Bentham a seasonable retreat from the harassing cares of the world. A memorandum made in the autumn of this year shows that the doubts with which he was perplexed on the subject of his removal from Barnsley, were entirely dispelled, and that the change in his abode and position had been the happy means of relieving him from the load of anxiety which once seemed ready to crush him. 1819. 9 _mo_. 15.--The tender, merciful Father who shelters our heads in battle has covered mine when many things were hot upon me. He has provided a retreat for me until the fury of the oppressor be overpast. I have often wondered at the cause which drove me from my former residence, but I now begin to see pointedly the hand of Providence bringing me to this place of quiet retreat. Should He who has brought me thus far see it to be for my good to set me on the banks of deliverance, may I have no desire to live for anything but to sing his praise! After being recognised by the Church as a minister, he was again tried with a season of spiritual desertion; and this phase in his religious history, with his reflections upon it, and the holy resolution and hope with which he concludes, may be useful in strengthening the faith of others under similar circumstances. 10 _mo_. 4.--O what a stripping time have I had since I wrote last! My pen would fail to set forth the inward desertion I have experienced for months past, so that my poor mind is almost worn out with waiting and watching in the absence of the Bridegroom of souls. My enemy seems to have set up his throne in me, and leads my wandering thoughts captive at his pleasure. I have no weapons of my own to fight him with,
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62  
63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

retreat

 

religious

 
Bentham
 

position

 

Yeardley

 
desertion
 

minister

 

Church

 

desire

 

recognised


praise
 

deliverance

 
pointedly
 

wondered

 

overpast

 

oppressor

 

provided

 
residence
 

brought

 

Should


bringing

 
Providence
 

waiting

 

watching

 

experienced

 
months
 

absence

 
Bridegroom
 
pleasure
 

captive


weapons
 

thoughts

 

wandering

 

throne

 

concludes

 

strengthening

 
resolution
 

spiritual

 

season

 

history


reflections

 

things

 

stripping

 
circumstances
 
similar
 

relieving

 

needful

 

meditate

 

leisure

 

plenty