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and papers, and then stood looking at the girl's face. "You couldn't explain it to her, I suppose?" he asked. "No," replied the son. "No; she adores her father; to her he is perfect. And I don't blame her, for he is good--you can't know how good, to her." Again they stood in silence. The son looked up from the picture and said, "And you know, father, what the world would think of me--a spy, an informer--an ingrate?" The old man did not reply, and the son shook his head and his face twitched with the struggle that was in him. Suddenly the father walked to the son and cried: "And yet you must, Neal Ward--you must. Is there any confidence in God's world so sacred as your duty to mankind? Is there any tie, even that of your wife, so sacred as that which binds you to humanity? I left your mother, my sweetheart, and went out to fight, with the chance of never seeing her again. I went out and left her for the same country that is calling you now, Neal!" The boy looked up with agony on his face. The father paused a moment and then went on: "Your soul is your soul--not John Barclay's, my boy--not Jeanette Barclay's--but yours--yours, Neal, to blight or to cherish, as you will." A moment later he added, "Don't you see, son--don't you see, Neal?" The son shook his head and looked down, and did not answer. The father put his arm about the son. "Boy, boy," he cried, "boy, you've got a a man's load on you now--a man's load. To-morrow you can run away like a coward; you can dodge and lie like a thief, or you can tell the simple truth, as it is asked of you, like a man--the simple truth like a man, Neal." "Yes, I know, father--I see it all--but it is so hard--for her sake, father." The old man was silent, while the kitchen clock ticked away a minute and then another and a third. Then he took his arm away from his son, and grasped the boy's hand. "Oh, little boy--little boy," he cried, "can't I make you see that the same God who has put this trial upon you will see you through it, and that if you fail in this trial, your soul will be crippled for life, and that no matter what you get in return for your soul--you will lose in the bargain? Can't you see it, Nealie--can't you see it? All my life I have been trying to live that way, and I have tried to make you see it--so that you would be ready for some trial like this." The son rose, and the two men stood side by side, clasping hands. The boy suddenly tore himself loose, and
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