It was all so mean and gross and common! She took out her handkerchief
and passed it over her lips.
"Please forgive me for speaking. Your wife has given my son up, Captain
Bellew!"
Bellew did not move.
"She does not love him; she told me so herself! He will never see her
again!"
How hateful, how horrible, how odious!
And still Bellew did not speak, but stood devouring her with his little
eyes; and how long this went on she could not tell.
He turned his back suddenly, and leaned against the mantelpiece.
Mrs. Pendyce passed her hand over her brow to get rid of a feeling of
unreality.
"That is all," she said.
Her voice sounded to herself unlike her own.
'If that is really all,' she thought, 'I suppose I must get up and go!'
And it flashed through her mind: 'My poor dress will be ruined!'
Bellew turned round.
"Will you have some tea?"
Mrs. Pendyce smiled a pale little smile.
"No, thank you; I don't think I could drink any tea."
"I wrote a letter to your husband."
"Yes."
"He didn't answer it."
"No."
Mrs. Pendyce saw him staring at her, and a desperate struggle began
within her. Should she not ask him to keep his promise, now that
George----? Was not that what she had come for? Ought she not--ought
she not for all their sakes?
Bellew went up to the table, poured out some whisky, and drank it off.
"You don't ask me to stop the proceedings," he said.
Mrs. Pendyce's lips were parted, but nothing came through those parted
lips. Her eyes, black as sloes in her white face, never moved from his;
she made no sound.
Bellew dashed his hand across his brow.
"Well, I will!" he said, "for your sake. There's my hand on it. You're
the only lady I know!"
He gripped her gloved fingers, brushed past her, and she saw that she was
alone.
She found her own way out, with the tears running down her face. Very
gently she shut the hall door.
'My poor dress!' she thought. 'I wonder if I might stand here a little?
The rain looks nearly over!'
The purple cloud had passed, and sunk behind the house, and a bright
white sky was pouring down a sparkling rain; a patch of deep blue showed
behind the fir-trees in the drive. The thrushes were out already after
worms. A squirrel scampering along a branch stopped and looked at Mrs.
Pendyce, and Mrs. Pendyce looked absently at the squirrel from behind the
little handkerchief with which she was drying her eyes.
'That poor man!' she th
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