t. It seemed as if some
last link with life had' snapped. 'My girls are happy,' he thought. 'If
I am not--what does it matter? If my faith and my convictions mean
nothing to them--why should they follow? I must and will not feel
lonely. I ought to have the sense of God present, to feel His hand in
mine. If I cannot, what use am I--what use to the poor fellows in there,
what use in all the world?'
An old native on a donkey went by, piping a Soudanese melody on a little
wooden Arab flute. Pierson turned back into the hospital humming it. A
nurse met him there.
"The poor boy at the end of A ward is sinking fast, sir; I expect he'd
like to see you,"
He went into A ward, and walked down between the beds to the west window
end, where two screens had been put, to block off the cot. Another nurse,
who was sitting beside it, rose at once.
"He's quite conscious," she whispered; "he can still speak a little. He's
such a dear." A tear rolled down her cheek, and she passed out behind
the screens. Pierson looked down at the boy; perhaps he was twenty, but
the unshaven down on his cheeks was soft and almost colourless. His eyes
were closed. He breathed regularly, and did not seem in pain; but there
was about him that which told he was going; something resigned, already
of the grave. The window was wide open, covered by mosquito-netting, and
a tiny line of sunlight, slanting through across the foot of the cot,
crept slowly backwards over the sheets and the boy's body, shortening as
it crept. In the grey whiteness of the walls; the bed, the boy's face,
just that pale yellow bar of sunlight, and one splash of red and blue
from a little flag on the wall glowed out. At this cooler hour, the ward
behind the screens was almost empty, and few sounds broke the stillness;
but from without came that intermittent rustle of dry palm-leaves.
Pierson waited in silence, watching the sun sink. If the boy might pass
like this, it would be God's mercy. Then he saw the boy's eyes open,
wonderfully clear eyes of the lighted grey which has dark rims; his lips
moved, and Pierson bent down to hear.
"I'm goin' West, zurr." The whisper had a little soft burr; the lips
quivered; a pucker as of a child formed on his face, and passed.
Through Pierson's mind there flashed the thought: 'O God! Let me be some
help to him!'
"To God, my dear son!" he said.
A flicker of humour, of ironic question, passed over the boy's lips.
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