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twilight is soft and perfumed as that which hovers over us,--tranquil--but it is the tranquillity of hope. The twilight of middle life is, methinks, nearly allied to that of an autumn evening,--doubts hover and come upon us as the falling leaves; the wind whistles like the wailing of departing days; there is but little tranquillity then, because the hope that is left is enough to agitate by its vain dreams, but not to soothe. What shall I say of the twilight of age? I do not like to think of it--its tranquillity appears to me so closely linked with despair." "No, Frances, not despair: it is only the moody and abstracted silence of guilt that claims such awful kindred. I think age more beautiful--more hope-giving, than youth; though its beauty is far different, and its hope sublime, instead of joyous. Ask the most prosperous--the most fortunate man in existence--one on whom the eyes of the whole world are turned in admiration and its attendant, envy--ask such a one if he would live over his life again, and he will answer, 'No!'" "This speaks badly for the happiness of life," said Lady Frances. "I do not think it does," replied Constantia; "every evil has either a remedy or an anodyne: but, unfortunately, we are more prone to dwell upon evils than upon blessings--yet this should make us less satisfied with earth, as we draw nearer heaven." "Constance, are you a philosopher?" "No; for I am a woman! and what is called philosophy is sadly at war with both our mental and our bodily endowments. I have heard there are lands in which certain persons think they confer honour upon our sex, by mixing us more up with the bustle and turmoil of the world--methinks they would strangely pervert our natures." "I agree with you, Constance: let men have all the public, and women all the private business of life to manage, and my word on 't, the balance of power is with us. Our tongues have enough to do at home, without chattering in high places; and as to our arms! mine could ill wield battle-axe or broadsword. I suppose these people of whom you speak would invent a new sex to look after domestic matters, while we assist in the broil and the battle! We shall lose our influence, depend on 't, the moment we are taken out of our sphere--we shall lose caste as women, and be treated with contempt as men. What _I_ like, Constance, is to have my own dear little way, by my own pretty little manoeuvres--behind the bush--thrust another
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