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, who has found me out! I will tell you the rest by and by, madam, only I want to turn this little beast into the shrubbery, that he may find his master." At another time Lady Frances would have rallied her for accompanying, instead of dismissing Crisp to the garden; but a weight of sorrow seemed also to oppress her. Her usually high spirits were gone, and she made no observation, but retreated to the library. A few moments after the occurrence of this little incident, Constance was seated on the bank in "the Fairy Ring," pondering the dread change that had taken place since the previous night. The evening, as Barbara had expressed it, was fine but sober. The lilac and the laburnum were in full blossom, but they appeared faded to Constantia's eyes; so completely are even our senses under the control of circumstances. Sorrow is a sad mystifier, turning the green leaf yellow and steeping young roses in tears. She had not been long seated, when a step, a separating of the branches, and Walter De Guerre was at her feet. Constance recoiled from what at heart she loved, as it had been a thing she hated; and the look and motion could not have been unnoticed by her lover. "I have heard, Mistress Cecil--heard all!--that you are about to be married--married to a man you despise--about to sacrifice yourself for some ambitious view--some mad resolve--some to me incomprehensible determination! And I swore to seek you out--to see you before the fatal act, had it been in your own halls; and to tell you that you will never again feel what happiness is----" "I know it!" interrupted Constance, in a voice whose music was solemn and heavy as her thoughts: "Walter, I know it well. I never shall feel happy--never expect it--and it would have been but humanity to have spared me this meeting, unwished for as it now is. You, of all creatures in this wide, wide world, I would avoid.--Yes, Walter, avoid for ever! Besides," she continued with energy, "what do you here? This place--this spot, is no more safe from _his_ intrusion than from yours. If you loved, if you ever loved me, away! And oh, Walter! if the knowledge--the most true, most sad knowledge, that I am miserable--more miserable than ever you can be--be any soothing to your spirit, take it with you! only away, away--put the broad sea between us, now and for ever! If Sir Willmott Burrell slept with his fathers the sleep of a thousand dead, I could never be yours. You seem aston
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