FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   572   573   574   575   576   577   578   579   580   581   582   583   584   585   586   >>  
er to hear her voice--to be of my own deed separate from her throughout Eternity--that were of all the Judgments that are Thine to scourge with the most terrible that Thou couldst lay upon my soul!" A sob tore him. He moaned out brokenly: "Give me a sign, if Thou art indeed merciful! Show me that there is relenting in Thee! Grant me the hope, at least, that my great renunciation may open a gate by which, after cycles of expiatory suffering, I may at last pass through to where she dwells in Thy Brightness. Give me to see her face with a smile on it--to touch her hand--after all--after all! The lips I have never kissed, may they not be mine, O God--mine one day in Heaven? If Thou art Love, there should be love there." She glided over the deep carpet, stretched out a timid hand, and touched his shoulder. He lifted his great square head, and slowly looked round. The black hair, mingled with white, clung damp to the broad forehead. His eyes were bloodshot, strained, and haggard, and wild. Sorrow was charted deep upon the haggard features. Amazement struck them into folly as he started up, stammering out her name, and clutching for support at the brass rail that was at the foot of the bed. "Lynette! You.... It is you?..." He shook, staring at her with dilated eyes. "Owen, you are ill. You speak and look so strangely. It is me--really me!" she said, trying to speak calmly through the tumult of her heart. "I am not ill. How is it that you are here?" He lifted a hand to his strained and smarting eyes and moved it to and fro before them. He was staring at her still, but with pupils that were less dilated, and the veins upon his broad forehead were no longer purple now. "Have I talked nonsense? I had dozed, and you startled me coming upon me.... Why have you?..." He strove to speak and look as usual. "Has anything happened, that you have come back?" She pressed her hands together, wrestling for collected thought and clear, explicit utterance, though the room rocked about her, and the floor seemed to rise and fall beneath her feet. "Something happened. I have come back from Wales to tell you that I ... I cannot live upon your friendship any longer! I--I must have more, or I shall die!" He knew all. She had met the man whose look and breath and touch had revealed to her her own misery. Chained to her harsh yoke-fellow; denied Love's bread and wine of life! He looked at her, and answered coldly: "You shall no
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   572   573   574   575   576   577   578   579   580   581   582   583   584   585   586   >>  



Top keywords:

dilated

 

lifted

 

longer

 

staring

 

forehead

 

looked

 

happened

 
strained
 

haggard

 

startled


purple
 

talked

 
nonsense
 

tumult

 

strangely

 

calmly

 
pupils
 
smarting
 

thought

 
friendship

breath

 

revealed

 
answered
 

coldly

 

denied

 

Chained

 

misery

 

fellow

 

wrestling

 
collected

Lynette

 
pressed
 

strove

 

explicit

 
utterance
 

beneath

 
Something
 
rocked
 

coming

 

renunciation


relenting

 

cycles

 
expiatory
 

Brightness

 

dwells

 

suffering

 
merciful
 

Judgments

 

Eternity

 

scourge