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. "_I_ an example of light and leading, elevated for your guidance! If you were capable of irony----" He broke off, for she went on as though he had not spoken: "When first we met--I mean yourself and me--I remember telling you, upon a sudden impulse of confidence and trust in you, what I had determined my life-work was to be----" "Dear, innocent-wise enthusiast," thought Saxham, "dreaming over your impossible plan for regenerating the world! Beloved child-Quixote, tilting at the Black Windmills, how dare I, who was once the Dop Doctor of Gueldersdorp, love you and seek you for my own? Madness--madness on the face of it!" But, madness or sanity, he could not choose but love her. "Your life-work!... It was to be carried out among _those others_ whose voices you heard calling you. See," he said, with the shadow of a smile, "how I remember everything you say, or have ever said, in my hearing!" "You think too well of me," she broke out, with sudden energy. "It is not possible to think too well of you!" "You think so now, perhaps, but when you know----" Her eyes brimmed and the tears welled over her white under-lids. She put up both her little hands, and rubbed the salt drops away with her knuckles, like a child. "When I have told you, you will alter--you cannot help but alter your opinion!" "No!" denied Saxham; and the monosyllable seemed to drop from his grim lips like a stone. Her bosom heaved with short, quick sobs. "I meant to go out into the world, and meet those women who think and work for women, and hear all they have to say, and learn all they have to teach. Then----" She was Beatrice again, as she turned her face full on Saxham, and once more the virginal veil fell, and he was conscious of strange abysses of knowledge opening in those eyes. "--Then I meant to seek out those women and girls and children of whom I spoke to you, those who lie fettered with chains that wicked men have riveted, in the dark dungeons that their tyrants and torturers have quarried out of the living rock, out of the reach of fresh air and sunshine, beyond the reach of those who would pity and help ... I meant to go down to them, and comfort them, and raise them up. I meant to have said: 'Trust me, believe me, listen to me, follow me! For my sorrow is your sorrow, and my wrong your wrong, and my shame yours--O! my poor, poor unhappy sisters!...'" There was a great drumming and surging of the blood in Saxham's e
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