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ing to say to you." The ayah's face was almost green; she was shaking all over, but after a moment's hesitation she ultimately obeyed in sullen silence. "I was not aware until two days ago," resumed Sophy, "that my aunt took drugs and that you supplied them." "I don't know what the missy is talking about," stammered Lily. "Oh yes, you understand, and Mr. Krauss will understand. At present he has no idea of my aunt's real ailment." "Missy going to tell _him_? Well, if I am sent away to Madras and the drug taken from the missis she will soon die--you will see!" Lily's tone was more triumphant than regretful. "She will die anyway," rejoined Sophy, "and it were better that she should die in her senses than a drugged victim to cocaine. How long has this been going on?" "Two, three years--maybe four years." "Four years!" repeated Sophy incredulously. "Yes, missis plenty sick--no sleep getting; doctor ordering small dose sleep mixture; missis liking too much, taking more and more, and more." "And you have kept her supplied--you get it from Ah Shee?" "If not me, then some other woman. I plenty fond of missis and I kept her secret." "And, no doubt, she has paid you well." "Yes, giving money; but too much trouble to get morphia and cocaine and to keep people from talk. One or two times she took too big dose, and then nearly die--but missis will have it all the same--die or no die!" "Well, now, if I promise you one thing will you promise me another? I will not say a word to Mr. Krauss if you will agree to buy no more cocaine." "I will promise not to give so much; but no more cocaine taking at all, missis would shrivel up and go out like one bit of paper in a candle! I will do what I can, missy, but missis always taking plenty--two grains is nothing." "I am astonished," said Sophy, "that my aunt has never been suspected of taking drugs." "Missy, you never suspect it yourself, and yet you have lived in same house for fifteen months. It was hard to keep it dark, but all the servants know. Of course, that is no matter, and as for the big mem-sahibs, they do not come here _now_." "It seems so strange," said Sophy, "that my aunt should have sunk into this state--all through one little dose of morphia." "Well, you see, missy, she was ill; it was in the rains; she was awfullee melancholy and depressed, and she had not much to fill her mind. She did not sew or ride or make music, like
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