her
services over his letters; she answered many of them in a clear,
legible hand that pleased him, because it was so easily read. Then his
accounts. I went in several times and found them seated at the table,
side by side, with papers, ledgers and books, yet not so deeply
engrossed but that every now and then they had a jest and a merry laugh.
Did he think of my mother during those hours? Did her pale, sweet,
wistful face ever come between him and that beautiful woman?
Then I noticed that he would say to her:
"Come out for a few minutes, Miss Reinhart, out on the terrace here, and
let us have some fresh air. If you will permit me, I will smoke my
cigar. Will you come, Laura?"
I suppose it was natural; she was a beautiful woman, full of talent and
animation, brilliant and fascinating, only too anxious to please him in
every way, laying herself out to captivate him, and he never could
endure being alone.
Ah, me! what my childish heart suffered--of rage, and terror, and
pain--when I saw my mother's eyes turned wistfully to the door, waiting,
watching for him and asking me, in the sweet, low tones, if I knew where
he was. I learned my lesson sharply enough. The first time she asked me
one bright, sunny morning, when she seemed a little better, and had a
great desire to go out.
"I wish papa would go with me, Laura," she said. "I never enjoy anything
without him. Where is he?"
I had seen him ten minutes before that on the lower terrace with Miss
Reinhart, and they were going to the grounds. He was smoking a cigar;
she was looking most fascinating and beautiful in her elegant morning
dress and coquettish hat. Without thinking, I replied, hastily:
"He is out in the grounds with Miss Reinhart."
Ah, heaven! shall I ever forget the face turned to mine, so white, so
scared, so stricken?
"What did you say, Laura? Come here; I did not hear you."
Then, when her trembling hands clutched mine, I knew what I had done
quite well. Patience came round to my mother with a look at me that
spoke volumes.
"My lady," she said, "do pray be calm. You know how ill even the least
emotion makes you, and Miss Laura is so frightened when you are ill!"
The sweet face grew whiter.
"I will remember," she said.
Then she repeated the question, but my intelligence had grown in the
last few minutes.
"Papa is out in the grounds," I replied, "and I saw him speaking to Miss
Reinhart."
"But," said my mother, "your papa doe
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