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arms of God. So Narcissus prayed and sang his love in terms of an alien creed. He sang of the love of Christ, he thought but of the love of Alice; and still he refrained from plucking that wonderful passion-flower of her glance. At length he had waited the whole service through; and, with the last hallowed vibrations of the benediction, he turned his eyes, brimful of love-light, greedily, eagerly, fearful lest one single ray should be wasted on intermediate and irrelevant worshippers. Wonderful eyes of love!--but alas! where is their Alice? Wildly they glance along the rosy ranks of chubby girlhood, but where is their Alice? And then the ranks form in line, and once more the sound, the ecstatic sound it had seemed but a short time before, of girls marching--but no!--no!--there is no Alice. In sick despair Narcissus stalked that Amazonian battalion, crouching behind hedges, dropping into by-lanes, lurking in coppices,--he held his breath as they passed two and two within a yard of him. Two followed two, but still no Alice! Narcissus lay in wait, dinnerless, all that afternoon; he walked about that dreary house like a patrol, till at last he was observed of the inmates, and knots of girls gathered at the windows--alas! only to giggle at his forlorn and desperate appearance. Still there was no Alice ... and then it began to rain, and he became aware how hungry he was. So he returned to his inn with a sad heart. And all the time poor little Alice lay in bed with a sore throat, oblivious of those passionate boyish eyes that, you would have thought, must have pierced the very walls of her seclusion. And, after all, it was not her voice Narcissus had heard in the church. It was but the still sweeter voice of his own heart. CHAPTER VI THE SIBYLLINE BOOKS I hope it will be allowed to me that I treat the Reader with all respectful courtesy, and that I am well bred enough to assume him familiar with all manner of exquisite experience, though in my heart I may be no less convinced that he has probably gone through life with nothing worth calling experience whatsoever. It is our jaunty modern fashion, and I follow it so far as I am able. I take for granted, for instance, that every man has at one time or another--in his salad days, you know, before he was embarked in his particular provision business--had foolish yearnings towards poesy. I respect the mythical dreams of his 'young days'; I assum
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