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" she asked--not speaking to him. "It seems so simple." "It is simple. The difficult thing is to put it into practice--the most difficult thing in the world. Both courage and faith are required, faith that is content to trust as to the nature of the reward. It is the wisdom of foolishness. Have you the courage?" She pressed her hands together. "Alone--perhaps I should have. I don't know. But my husband! I was able to influence him to his destruction, and now I am powerless. Darkness has closed around me. He would not--he will not listen to me." "You have tried?" "I have attempted to talk to him, but the whole of my life contradicts my words. He cannot see me except as, the woman who drove him into making money. Sometimes I think he hates me." Hodder recalled, as his eyes rested on her compassionately, the sufferings of that other woman in Dalton Street. "Would you have me desert him--after all these years?" she whispered. "I often think he would be happier, even now." "I would have you do nothing save that which God himself will reveal to you. Go home, go into the church and pray--pray for knowledge. I think you will find that you are held responsible for your husband. Pray that that which you have broken, you may mend again." "Do you think there is a chance?" Hodder made a gesture. "God alone can judge as to the extent of his punishments." She got to her feet, wearily. "I feel no hope--I feel no courage, but--I will try. I see what you mean--that my punishment is my powerlessness." He bent his head. "You are so strong--perhaps you can help me." "I shall always be ready," he replied. He escorted her down the steps to the dark blue brougham with upstanding, chestnut horses which was waiting at the curb. But Mrs. Constable turned to the footman, who held open the door. "You may stay here awhile," she said to him, and gave Hodder her hand.... She went into the church.... II Asa Waring and his son-in-law, Phil Goodrich, had been to see Hodder on the subject of the approaching vestry meeting, and both had gone away not a little astonished and impressed by the calmness with which the rector looked forward to the conflict. Others of his parishioners, some of whom were more discreet in their expressions of sympathy, were no less surprised by his attitude; and even his theological adversaries, such as Gordon Atterbury, paid him a reluctant tribute. Thanks, perhaps, to the new
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