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of Annette.' 'Think of her! What do you mean! Did he make her an offer!' 'Yes. I would never have told you if I did not think it might help you in this.' 'I don't want help,' said Theodora, raising her head and turning from Violet. 'Let him do as he likes.' But, ere she had made two steps towards the door, her breast heaved with a convulsive sob. She threw herself on the ground, and rested her face on Violet's lap. The sobs came at long intervals, with a tight, oppressed sound. Much alarmed, Violet caressed her, and tried to soothe her with gentle words, and at last they unlocked her lips. 'It is not myself! Oh, no! I knew I had forfeited him long ago. I had proved myself unworthy. I had no right to hope. But that he should have changed--let his clear sense be blinded by her art! He, to whom I could have looked up all my life!--who was so noble in rejecting me!' The large drops had gathered and flowed, seeming to scald their course down her cheeks. 'O Violet! I wish your sister had married him! Then he would have been happy--he would not have degraded himself. Oh! what change can have come over him?' 'You know Lady Fotheringham was fond of Jane Gardner, and he might have taken her upon her word.' 'As if Percy would see with any old woman's eyes, when once he came in contact with her! No, I see but one explanation. It must have been I who lowered his estimate of woman. Well I might do so, when I treated like a toy the happiness he had confided to me. I, on whom he had fixed his ardent soul for so many years past. No wonder he learnt to hold all women cheap alike! O, that summer of madness! If I have dimmed the brightness of that noble nature!' 'Dear, dear Theodora, what can I say to comfort you? She may be altered; he may have improved her.' 'She is not capable of it,' said Theodora; 'there is nothing in her but time-serving and selfishness. And he, with that large true heart, so detesting falsehood--he must either be wretched or deceived--debased! No, there is no comfort--there never will be.' 'Except the best sort,' tenderly whispered Violet. Theodora rested her head on her hands, and remained perfectly still for some moments, then looked up, and spoke in a depressed voice. 'I cannot talk any more. I feel shattered from head to foot. I must be quiet.' 'Then, dearest, pray go to bed at once, and I will come and see you.' 'I cannot. I undertook to give Maria her draught at one o'clock. May
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