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aps you may prevail on this wilful girl--' Theodora began a protest, and desired him to remain; but he would not, and she found herself alone with her bewildered lover. 'What is this? what have I done?' he began. 'You have done nothing,' said she. 'It is all my own fault. The truth will be a cure for your regrets, and I owe you an explanation. I was engaged to one whom I had known from childhood, but we disputed--my temper was headstrong. He rejected me, and I thought I scorned him, and we parted. You came in my way while I was angry, before I knew that I can never lose my feelings towards him. I know I have seemed to trifle with you; but false shame hindered me from confessing how matters really stood. You ought to rejoice in being freed from such as I am.' 'But with time!' exclaimed Lord St. Erme, in broken words. 'May I not hope that time and earnest endeavours--?' 'Hope nothing,' said Theodora. 'Every one would tell you you have had a happy escape.' 'And is this all? My inspiration!--you who were awakening me to a sense of the greatness of real life--you who would have led me and aided me to a nobler course--' 'That is open to you, without the evils I should have entailed on you. I could never have returned your feelings, and it would have been misery for both. You will see it, when you come to your senses, and rejoice.' 'Rejoice! If you knew how the thought of you is entwined in every aspiration, and for life!' 'Do not talk so,' said Theodora. 'It only grieves me to see the pain I have given; but it would be worse not to break off at once.' 'Must it be so?' said he, lingering before his fleeting vision. 'It must. The kindest thing by both of us is to cut this as short as possible.' 'In that, as in all else, I obey. I know that a vain loiterer, like myself, had little right to hope for notice from one whose mind was bent on the noblest tasks of mankind. You have opened new views to me, and I had dared to hope you would guide me in them; but with you or without you, my life shall be spent in them.' 'That will be some consolation for the way I have treated you,' said Theodora. His face lighted up. 'My better angel!' he said, 'I will be content to toil as the knights of old, hopelessly, save that if you hear of me no longer as the idle amateur, but as exerting myself for something serviceable, you will know it is for your sake.' 'It had better be for something else,' said Theodora, imp
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