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urriedly as he came in. She did not move towards him nor speak. He was so surprised that he did not know what he was saying. "What the hell d'you want?" he asked. She did not answer, but began to cry. She did not put her hands to her eyes, but kept them hanging by the side of her body. She looked like a housemaid applying for a situation. There was a dreadful humility in her bearing. Philip did not know what feelings came over him. He had a sudden impulse to turn round and escape from the room. "I didn't think I'd ever see you again," he said at last. "I wish I was dead," she moaned. Philip left her standing where she was. He could only think at the moment of steadying himself. His knees were shaking. He looked at her, and he groaned in despair. "What's the matter?" he said. "He's left me--Emil." Philip's heart bounded. He knew then that he loved her as passionately as ever. He had never ceased to love her. She was standing before him humble and unresisting. He wished to take her in his arms and cover her tear-stained face with kisses. Oh, how long the separation had been! He did not know how he could have endured it. "You'd better sit down. Let me give you a drink." He drew the chair near the fire and she sat in it. He mixed her whiskey and soda, and, sobbing still, she drank it. She looked at him with great, mournful eyes. There were large black lines under them. She was thinner and whiter than when last he had seen her. "I wish I'd married you when you asked me," she said. Philip did not know why the remark seemed to swell his heart. He could not keep the distance from her which he had forced upon himself. He put his hand on her shoulder. "I'm awfully sorry you're in trouble." She leaned her head against his bosom and burst into hysterical crying. Her hat was in the way and she took it off. He had never dreamt that she was capable of crying like that. He kissed her again and again. It seemed to ease her a little. "You were always good to me, Philip," she said. "That's why I knew I could come to you." "Tell me what's happened." "Oh, I can't, I can't," she cried out, breaking away from him. He sank down on his knees beside her and put his cheek against hers. "Don't you know that there's nothing you can't tell me? I can never blame you for anything." She told him the story little by little, and sometimes she sobbed so much that he could hardly understand. "Last Monday wee
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