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ring sat there. Albeit a little creature, she was tall enough to have seen out without even rising on tip-toe,--it was the sheer pleasure of doing what no one could now stop her doing which prompted the action. And then again she sighed. The immediate past rose before her, frowning, though the old past tittered. She hung her head, ashamed of her levity--and next her reflection in an opposite mirror kindled it afresh. How comical she looked perched aloft with bare feet hanging down, like a small white bird upon a rail! What a nice roost she had found--and it would be nicer still if she sat sideways, with her back to the shutters,--so, and her feet against the opposite shutters--so! The broad, smooth seat would be an ideal reading place for summer evenings, when the sun crept round to that side of the house, and began to descend, as she could remember it did, over the ridge of beech trees which belted the park below. She could lock her door, of course. The room was her own, and even Sue could not expect to dominate over what went on within her own room. Besides--besides, she had almost forgotten that she was no longer under Sue's thrall, and that yesterday Sue had observed a gentle deference towards her. That might pass--she hoped it would. If only she could be on the old terms,--and yet not on the old terms! If only she might be Leo, and yet not Leo! She tried to puzzle out the situation. She knew indeed what she did not want, but could not define with any exactitude what she did. Three years of affluence and independence had to a certain extent left their mark, and she could not but own that it would be unpalateable to find herself again in leading-strings. At Deeside when a matter came under discussion, as often as not, Godfrey would say, "Please yourself, little wife,"--or, if not, the little wife was sure to be charmed with his decision. He was so much older and wiser, that whatever he decreed was safe to be satisfactory in the long run. But her father and sisters would most certainly not make her pleasure their chief aim and object; consequently it was as well perhaps--a sigh of relief--that she could not be ordered about and have the law laid down to her as of yore. And yet, even this would be better, infinitely better, than to be kept at arm's-length, and made to feel that she had neither part nor lot in the home life she had returned to share. For instance, if she were late for breakfast----What? Wh
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