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ested Gaga. "I can't get ... get to sleep if you fidget like that. You're keeping me ... awake. Disturbing me." "Am I?" cried Sally, with suppressed anger steeling her voice. "I can't get to sleep either. It's deadly!" "But you're ... fidgetting." "Oh.... I thought I was lying quite still!" she exclaimed, with irony. A bitter laugh was checked upon her lips. There was a silence, and Sally tried to sleep. It was of no use. With a deep sigh that was almost a passionate exclamation, she once again gave way to her uncontrollable restlessness. "Sally!" came the grizzling voice of Gaga. "What?" she shouted, past all self-restraint. "You're fidgetting!" "Well! Who wouldn't? You groaning--groaning--groaning. Enough to make anybody fidget. Why, you're making me sick! Why can't you look after yourself?... What's the use of eating things that make you ill?" "I didn't," groaned Gaga. "I only want to get to sleep." "O--oh!" It was a savage, inhuman sound of horror and despair. Sally, unendurably exasperated, slipped out of bed, and put on a skirt and coat. Then she went into the sitting-room, made up the fire, and curled herself up in one of the armchairs. A thin voice followed her. "Sally!" It was a direct call to hysteria. "Sally.... Sally...." "Oh, shut up!" cried Sally. "I can't stand it. I can't stand it." "My dearest...." She ignored Gaga; but she could not sleep. Although he called no more, she heard him still occasionally making some plaintive sound, while she continued to lie curled in the chair until her limbs were cramped. Long she pondered upon her fate and her situation; and the morning found her still irresolute, filled with distaste for Gaga, and fear of Toby, and a general loathing of the difficulties which she and they had jointly created. She was unhappy in a way that she had never previously known, helplessly indignant, and all the time argumentative and explanatory to herself because she knew that for all that was now threatening her she alone was at heart to blame. But this did not prevent Sally from disliking Gaga as she had not hitherto disliked him; for Gaga was the person whom she had most injured, and the person who now stood in the way of complete liberty. It was as yet only an hysterical exasperation due to her search for some scapegoat; but his sickness and his peevish complaints of her restlessness had added to Sally's feeling an ingredient of distaste which she could not o
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