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ster Day sermon to a congregation that have both a moral and a legal right to demand from me an implicit belief in the material miracle!' 'Yes,' said the other gravely--'yes, I believe you are right. It can't be said the Broad Church movement has helped us much! How greatly it promised!--how little it has performed! For the private person, the worshipper, it is different--or I think so. No man pries into our prayers; and to cut ourselves off from common worship is to lose that fellowship which is in itself a witness and vehicle of God.' But his tone had grown hesitating, and touched with melancholy. There was a moment's silence. Then Robert walked up to him again. 'At the same time,' he said falteringly, standing before the elder man, as he might have stood as an undergraduate, 'let me not be rash! If you think this change has been too rapid to last--if you, knowing me better than at this moment I can know myself--if you bid me wait a while, before I take any overt step, I will wait--oh, God knows I will wait!--my wife----' and his husky voice failed him utterly. 'Your wife!' cried Mr. Grey, startled. 'Mrs. Elsmere does not know?' 'My wife knows nothing, or almost nothing--and it will break her heart!' He moved hastily away again, and stood with his back to his friend, his tall narrow form outlined against the window. Mr. Grey was left in dismay, rapidly turning over the impressions of Catherine left on him by his last year's sight of her. That pale distinguished woman with her look of strength and character,--he remembered Langham's analysis of her, and of the silent religious intensity she had brought with her from her training among the northern hills. Was there a bitterly human tragedy preparing under all this thought-drama he had been listening to? Deeply moved, he went up to Robert, and laid his rugged hand almost timidly upon him. 'Elsmere, it won't break her heart! You are a good man. She is a good woman.' What an infinity of meaning there was in the simple words! 'Take courage. Tell her at once--tell her everything--and let _her_ decide whether there shall be any waiting. I cannot help you there; she can; she will probably understand you better than you understand yourself.' He tightened his grasp, and gently pushed his guest into a chair beside him. Robert was deadly pale, his face quivering painfully. The long physical strain of the past months had weakened for the moment all the contro
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