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t where and what they were last year. I admit they are born and die, but they do nothing else of a decisive kind.' Catherine's hands worked away for a while, then she laid down her book and said, lifting her clear large eyes on her sister,-- 'Was there _never_ a time when you loved the valley, Rose?' 'Never!' cried Rose. Then she pushed away her work, and leaning her elbows on the table turned her brilliant face to Catherine. There was frank mutiny in it. 'By the way, Catherine, are you going to prevent mamma from letting me go to Berlin for the winter?' 'And after Berlin, Rose?' said Catherine, presently, her gaze bent upon her work. 'After Berlin? What next?' said Rose recklessly. 'Well, after Berlin I shall try to persuade mamma and Agnes, I suppose, to come and back me up in London. We could still be some months of the year at Burwood.' Now she had said it out. But there was something else surely goading the girl than mere intolerance of the family tradition. The hesitancy, the moral doubt of her conversation with Langham, seemed to have vanished wholly in a kind of acrid self-assertion. Catherine felt a shock sweep through her. It was as though all the pieties of life, all the sacred assumptions and self-surrenders at the root of it, were shaken, outraged by the girl's tone. 'Do you ever remember,' she said, looking up, while her voice trembled, 'what papa wished when he was dying?' It was her last argument. To Rose she had very seldom used it in so many words. Probably, it seemed to her too strong, too sacred, to be often handled. But Rose sprang up, and pacing the little workroom with her white wrists locked behind her, she met that argument with all the concentrated passion which her youth had for years been storing up against it. Catherine sat presently overwhelmed, bewildered. This language of a proud and tameless individuality, this modern gospel of the divine right of self-development--her soul loathed it! And yet, since that night in Marrisdale, there had been a new yearning in her to understand. Suddenly, however, Rose stopped, lost her thread. Two figures were crossing the lawn, and their shadows were thrown far beyond them by the fast disappearing sun. She threw herself down on her chair again with an abrupt-- 'Do you see they have come back? We must go and dress.' And as she spoke she was conscious of a new sensation altogether--the sensation of the wild creature lass
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