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arried very quietly and went away for a few weeks. When they returned I sought Louise with eagerness, and found that my fears were not groundless. I tried to think what to do. If it would have eased matters, I would willingly have gone to her and confessed that I instigated Charlie Hardy's confession. But I felt that the root of the matter lay deeper than that, so I said nothing that could be construed into an unwelcome knowledge of her affairs. In the short time which elapsed between their return and the date set for their departure for Europe, where they were to stay a year, I saw Louise continually. She sought me as if she liked to be with me, although her eyes never lost the anxious, hunted expression which you sometimes see in the eyes of some trapped wild creature. It was a raw morning, with a chill wind blowing, when their steamer was to sail. Mr. Whitehouse, thinking I might have some last private word to say to Louise, skilfully detached everybody else and strolled with them beyond earshot, but where his eyes could continually rest upon his wife's face. As Louise and I walked up and down I took in mine the small hand which emerged from the great fur cuff of her boat cloak, and gradually its rigidity relaxed under my friendly pressure. I remembered, as I occasionally tightened my grasp upon it, that my dear little baby sister Lois, who was taken away from us before she outgrew her babyhood, used to squeeze my hand in this fashion, and when I asked her what it meant, she invariably said, "It means dat it loves you." I wondered if the same inarticulate language could be conveyed to poor, suffering Louise. Suddenly she turned to me and said, "You have thrown something gentle, a softness around me this morning. I can feel it. What is it, Ruth?" "I don't know, dear, unless it is my love for you." "It is something more. Your eyes look into mine as if you knew all about it and wished to comfort me." As I made no answer, she turned and looked down at me from her superb height. "Tell me," she said quite gently; "I shall not be angry. Tell me, _do_ you know?" "Yes, Louise, I know." She hesitated a moment as if she really had not believed it. Then she said slowly, "If any other person on earth except you had told me that, I should die. I could not live in the knowledge. But you--well, your pity is not an insult somehow." "Because it is not pity, Louise," I said steadily. "There is a difference b
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