notice that he was to rejoin his ship a
little later. Before doing so he came back to Brooklyn for a few weeks
to wind up his work there, and then she had seen him--well, pretty
often. That was the best time of all the year that had elapsed since
their marriage. It was a wonder at home that nothing had then been
guessed; because she had really been reckless, and Benyon had even tried
to force on a disclosure. But they _were_ stupid, that was very certain.
He had besought her again and again to put an end to their false
position, but she did n't want it any more than she had wanted it
before. They had rather a bad parting; in fact, for a pair of lovers, it
was a very queer parting indeed. He did n't know, now, the thing she had
come to tell Mrs. Portico. She had not written to him. He was on a very
long cruise. It might be two years before he returned to the United
States. "I don't care how long he stays away," Georgina said, very
simply.
"You haven't mentioned why you married him. Perhaps you don't remember,"
Mrs. Portico broke out, with her masculine laugh.
"Oh, yes; I loved him!"
"And you have got over that?"
Georgina hesitated a moment. "Why, no, Mrs. Portico, of course I
haven't; Raymond's a splendid fellow."
"Then why don't you live with him? You don't explain that."
"What would be the use when he's always away? How can one live with a
man that spends half his life in the South Seas? If he was n't in
the navy it would be different; but to go through everything,--I mean
everything that making our marriage known would bring upon me,--the
scolding and the exposure and the ridicule, the scenes at home,--to go
through it all, just for the idea, and yet be alone here, just as I
was before, without my husband after all,--with none of the good of
him,"--and here Georgina looked at her hostess as if with the
certitude that such an enumeration of inconveniences would touch her
effectually,--"really, Mrs. Portico, I am bound to say I don't think
that would be worth while; I haven't the courage for it."
"I never thought you were a coward," said Mrs. Portico.
"Well, I am not,--if you will give me time. I am very patient."
"I never thought that, either."
"Marrying changes one," said Georgina, still smiling.
"It certainly seems to have had a very peculiar effect upon you. Why
don't you make him leave the navy, and arrange your life comfortably,
like every one else?"
"I would n't for the world interfere
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