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yourself wholly to me? Be to me, as though you were my own child----? MRS. BORKMAN. [Interrupting.] And forsake your mother, and perhaps your mission in life as well? Will you, Erhart? ELLA RENTHEIM. I am condemned to death. Answer me, Erhart. ERHART. [Warmly, with emotion.] Aunt Ella, you have been unspeakably good to me. With you I grew up in as perfect happiness as any boy can ever have known---- MRS. BORKMAN. Erhart, Erhart! ELLA RENTHEIM. Oh, how glad I am that you can still say that! ERHART. But I cannot sacrifice myself to you now. It is not possible for me to devote myself wholly to taking a son's place towards you. MRS. BORKMAN. [Triumphing.] Ah, I knew it! You shall not have him! You shall not have him, Ella! ELLA RENTHEIM. [Sadly.] I see it. You have won him back. MRS. BORKMAN. Yes, yes! Mine he is, and mine he shall remain! Erhart, say it is so, dear; we two have still a long way to go together, have we not? ERHART. [Struggling with himself.] Mother, I may as well tell you plainly---- MRS. BORKMAN. [Eagerly.] What? ERHART. I am afraid it is only a very little way you and I can go together. MRS. BORKMAN. [Stands as though thunderstruck.] What do yo mean by that? ERHART. [Plucking up spirit.] Good heavens, mother, I am young, after all! I feel as if the close air of this room must stifle me in the end. MRS. BORKMAN. Close air? Here--with me? ERHART. Yes, here with you, mother. ELLA RENTHEIM. Then come with me, Erhart. ERHART. Oh, Aunt Ella, it's not a whit better with you. It's different, but no better--no better for me. It smells of rose-leaves and lavender there too; it is as airless there as here. MRS. BORKMAN. [Shaken, but having recovered her composure with an effort.] Airless in your mother's room, you say! ERHART. [In growing impatience.] Yes, I don't know how else to express it. All this morbid watchfulness and--and idolisation, or whatever you like to call it---- I can't endure it any longer! MRS. BORKMAN. [Looking at him with deep solemnity.] Have you forgotten what you have consecrated your life to, Erhart? ERHART. [With an outburst.] Oh, say rather what you have consecrated my life to. You, you have been my will. You have never given me leave to have any of my own. But now I cannot bear this yoke any longer. I am young; remember that, mother. [With a
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