thers. He got to the point where he thought
that all of them looked at him and desired him.
"It was hard when he grew old. Oh, monsieur, when I saw his first white
hair I felt a terrible shock and then a great joy--a wicked
joy--but so great, so great! I said to myself: 'It's the end-it's
the end.' It seemed as if I were about to be released from prison. At
last I could have him to myself, all to myself, when the others would no
longer want him.
"It was one morning in bed. He was still sleeping and I leaned over him
to wake him up with a kiss, when I noticed in his curls, over his temple,
a little thread which shone like silver. What a surprise! I should not
have thought it possible! At first I thought of tearing it out so that he
would not see it, but as I looked carefully I noticed another farther up.
White hair! He was going to have white hair! My heart began to thump and
perspiration stood out all over me, but away down at the bottom I was
happy.
"It was mean to feel thus, but I did my housework with a light heart that
morning, without waking him up, and, as soon as he opened his eyes of his
own accord, I said to him: 'Do you know what I discovered while you were
asleep?'
"'No.'
"'I found white hairs.'
"He started up as if I had tickled him and said angrily: 'It's not true!'
"'Yes, it is. There are four of them over your left temple.'
"He jumped out of bed and ran over to the mirror. He could not find them.
Then I showed him the first one, the lowest, the little curly one, and I
said: 'It's no wonder, after the life that you have been leading. In two
years all will be over for you.'
"Well, monsieur, I had spoken true; two years later one could not
recognize him. How quickly a man changes! He was still handsome, but he
had lost his freshness, and the women no longer ran after him. Ah! what a
life I led at that time! How he treated me! Nothing suited him. He left
his trade to go into the hat business, in which he ate up all his money.
Then he unsuccessfully tried to be an actor, and finally he began to
frequent public balls. Fortunately, he had had common sense enough to
save a little something on which we now live. It is sufficient, but it is
not enormous. And to think that at one time he had almost a fortune.
"Now you see what he does. This habit holds him like a frenzy. He has to
be young; he has to dance with women who smell of perfume and cosmetics.
You poor old darling!"
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