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r place? Stay. I can be ill--overfatigued with my journey--and you will come and tend me in my own room presently. That can be managed, can't it?" "Yes, madam, yes." "Then wipe your eyes--be a brave girl. Think of Richard, and not of yourself--think of him, when yonder boor is clasping the hand that once rested in his--think of him, when those alien lips press yours at parting, and be strong! If I were in your place, he would find that I had not deserted him in his trouble." "Desert him, madam? I? Oh, never!" "To be weak is to desert him, girl--to let yonder man and your father suspect that any friend of Richard's is beneath this roof is to desert him--to weep when there is need to work is to desert him. Did I not tell you I was his own mother; and yet _I_ shed no tears! Look up, and learn your lesson from me." The faces of the two women were indeed in strong contrast--the younger, yielding, feeble, despairing; the elder, calm, patient of purpose, and inflexible. Her cheeks were plump, and radiant with health; her form erect and composed; her eyes, indeed, betrayed anxiety, but it was from want of confidence in the person she addressed, not in herself; the white hair seemed to fitly crown that figure, so full of earnestness and firmness. "I will do my best," cried the young girl, "though I know I am but weak and foolish. Pity me, and pray for me. I am going to the torture, but I will be resolute. Tell Hannah--the servant-maid--that you wish me to attend you in your room. Send for me soon, for mercy's sake! How I long to know how I can help our Richard!" As she left the room Mrs. Gilbert's face grew dark. "A fool! a dolt!" she muttered, angrily. "How could he risk so much for such a stake! Oh, Richard! Richard!"--her voice began to falter at that well-loved name--"was this to have been the end of all my hopes? What fatal issue, then, may not my fears have end in! my beautiful, bright boy! The only light my lonely life possessed! to think of you as like yourself, and then to think of you as you are now!" She looked around her on the sordid walls, the vulgar ornaments upon the mantel-piece, the wretched ill-chosen books; then listened to the splash of the rain in the unpaved street. "And this was Paradise, was it, my poor boy, because this girl dwelt in it! I ought to have known that there was danger here. His letters few and short and far between, his patient tarrying in so wild a place, should have been e
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