FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   >>  
gs? Perhaps not quite, for yonder in the churchyard there was a grave, and within the church a monument in white marble, that was wonderfully like one who had loved him and whom he had loved, though time and trouble had written a strange difference on her face. Also, he had failed: he had kept his oath indeed and fought on till the end was won, but himself he had not won it. What now was his had once belonged to his successful rival, who doubtless little dreamed of the payment that would be exacted from him by the decree of fate. And was Juanna happy? She knew well that Leonard loved her truly; but oh! it was cruel that she who had shared the struggles should be deprived of her reward--that it should be left to another, who if not false had at least been weak, to give to her husband that which she had striven so hard to win--that which she had won--and lost. And harder still was it that in this ancient place which would henceforth be her home, by day and by night she must feel the presence of the shadow of a woman, a woman sweet and pale, who, as she believed, stood between her and that which she desired above all things--the complete and absolute possession of her husband's heart. Doubtless she overrated the trouble; men and women do not spend their lives in brooding upon the memories of their first loves--if they did, this would be a melancholy world. But to Juanna it was real enough, and remained so for some years. And if a thing is true to the heart, it avails little that reason should give it the lie. In short, now in the hour of their full property, Leonard and Juanna were making acquaintance with the fact that fortune never gives with both hands, as the French say, but loves to rob with one while she bestows with the other. To few is it allowed to be completely miserable, to none to be completely happy. Their good luck had been so overwhelming in many ways, that it would have partaken of the unnatural, and might well have excited their fears for the future, had its completeness been unmarred by these drawbacks which, such as they were, probably they learned to disremember as the years passed over them bringing them new trials and added blessings. Perhaps a peep into the future will tell us the rest of the story of Leonard and Juanna Outram better and more truly than any further chronicling of events. Ten years or so have gone by and Sir Leonard, now a member of Parliament and the Lord-Lieutenant of his
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   >>  



Top keywords:

Juanna

 

Leonard

 
future
 

trouble

 

husband

 

Perhaps

 
completely
 
miserable
 

allowed

 

French


bestows
 
acquaintance
 
avails
 

reason

 

remained

 

melancholy

 
fortune
 

making

 

property

 

partaken


Outram

 

blessings

 

member

 

Parliament

 

Lieutenant

 

chronicling

 

events

 

trials

 

unnatural

 

excited


overwhelming

 

completeness

 

unmarred

 

passed

 

bringing

 
disremember
 
learned
 

drawbacks

 

Doubtless

 

exacted


payment
 
church
 

successful

 

doubtless

 

dreamed

 

decree

 
shared
 

struggles

 
deprived
 

yonder