telling lies about me, and I should
never have thought it possible but for my bad conscience. I know you had
every excuse for being embittered and for acting revengefully. It seems
you have only told lies about yourself. As, after all, you are my wife,
I shan't allow that.'
Once more she turned upon him passionately.
'I am _not_ your wife! You married me against your will, and shook me
off as soon as possible. I won't be bound to you; I shall act as a free
woman.'
'Bound to me you are, and shall be--as I to you.'
'You may say it fifty times, and it will mean nothing.--How bound to
you? Bound to share my money?'
'I forgive you that, because I have treated you ill. You don't mean it
either. You know I am incapable of such a thought. But that shall very
soon be put right. Your marriage shall be made known at once.'
'Known to whom?'
'To the people concerned--to your guardians.'
'Don't trouble yourself,' she answered, with a smile. 'They know it
already.'
Tarrant half closed his eyes as he looked at her.
'What's the use of such a silly falsehood?'
'I told you I had gone through a good deal more than you imagined. I
have struggled to keep my money, in spite of shames and miseries, and I
will have it for myself--and my child! If you want to know the truth,
go to Samuel Barmby, and ask him what he has had to do with me. I owe no
explanation to _you_.'
Tarrant could see her face only in profile. Marvelling at the
complications she gradually revealed, he felt his blood grow warm with
desire of her beauty. She was his wife, yet guarded as by maidenhood.
A familiar touch would bring the colour to her cheeks, the light of
resentment to her eyes. Passion made him glad of the estrangement which
compelled a new wooing, and promised, on her part, a new surrender.
'You don't owe it me, Nancy; but if I beg you to tell me all--because
I have come to my senses again--because I know how foolish and cruel I
have been--'
'Remember what we agreed. Go your way, and let me go mine.'
'I had no idea of what I was agreeing to. I took it for granted that
your marriage was strictly a secret, and that you might be free in the
real sense if you chose.'
'Yes, and you were quite willing, because it gave you your freedom as
well. I am as free as I wish to be. I have made a life for myself
that satisfies me--and now you come to undo everything. I won't be
tormented--I have endured enough.'
'Then only one course is op
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