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me naturally to Crewe's lips, was 'playing it rather low down,' and he resented it. The sudden ruin of Horace Lord's prospects (he had learnt the course of events from Horace himself) amused and gratified him. How would the high and mighty Mrs. Damerel relish this catastrophe? Would she have the 'cheek' to return to her old graciousness? If so, he had the game in his hands; she should see that he was not to be made a fool of a second time. Yet the mere announcement of her name sufficed to shatter his resolve. Her smile, her soft accents, her polished manners, laid the old spell upon him. He sought to excuse himself for having forsaken her in her trial. 'It really floored me. I didn't know what to say or do. I was afraid you might think I was meddling with what didn't concern me.' 'Oh, how could I have thought that? It has made me ill; I have suffered more than I can tell you.' 'You don't look quite the thing,' said Crewe, searching her face. 'Have you heard all?' 'I think so. He is married, and that's the end of it, I suppose.' Mrs. Damerel winced at this blunt announcement. 'When was it?' she asked, in an undertone. 'I only knew he had made up his mind.' Crewe mentioned the date; the day after Nancy's call upon her. 'And are they at Bournemouth?' 'Yes. Will be for a month or so, he says.' 'Well, we won't talk of it. As you say, that's the end. Nothing worse could have happened. Has he been speaking of me again like he used to?' 'I haven't heard him mention your name.' She heaved a sigh, and began to look round the office. 'Let us try to forget, and talk of pleasanter things. It seems such a long time since you told me anything about your business. You remember how we used to gossip. I suppose I have been so absorbed in that poor boy's affairs; it made me selfish--I was so overjoyed, I really could think of nothing else. And now--! But I must and will drive it out of my mind. I have been moping at home, day after day, in wretched solitude. I wanted to write to you, but I hadn't the heart--scarcely the strength. I kept hoping you might call--if only to ask how I was. Of course everything had to be explained to inquisitive people--how I hate them all! It's the nature of the world to mock at misfortunes such as this. It would really have done me good to speak for a few minutes with such a friend as you--a real friend. I am going to live a quiet, retired life. I am sick of the world, its
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