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t once towards the house and disappeared. Directly afterwards she heard the windows being shut and barred, then a step coming rather slowly up the staircase. "Che vuole, Signora?" How many times she had heard that phrase from Gaspare's lips? How many times in reply she had expressed some simple desire! To-night she found a difficulty in answering that blunt question. There was so much that she wished, wanted--wide and terrible want filled her heart. "Che vuole?" he repeated. As she heard it a second time, suddenly Hermione knew that for the moment she was entirely dominated by Ruffo and that, which concerned, which was connected with him. The fisher-boy had assumed an abrupt and vast importance in her life. "Gaspare," she said, "you know me pretty well by this time, don't you?" "Know you, Signora! Of course I know you!" He gazed at her, then added, "Who should know you, Signora, if I do not?" "That is just what I mean, Gaspare. I wonder--I wonder--" She broke off. "Do you understand, Gaspare, how important you are to me, how necessary you are to me?" An expressive look that was full of gentleness dawned in his big eyes. "Si, Signora, I understand." "And I think you ought to understand my character by this time." She looked at him earnestly. "But I sometimes wonder--I mean lately--I sometimes wonder whether you do quite understand me." "Why, Signora?" "Do you know what I like best from the people who are near me, who live with me?" "Si, Signora." "What?" "Affection, Signora. You like to be cared for, Signora." She felt tears rising again in her eyes. "Yes, I love affection. But--there's something else, too. I love to be trusted. I'm not curious. I hate to pry into people's affairs. But I love to feel that I am trusted, that those I trust and care for would never keep me in the dark--" She thought again of Emile and of the night and her outburst. "The dark, Signora?" "Don't you understand what I mean? When you are in the dark you can't see anything. You can't see the things you ought to see." "You are not in the dark, Signora." He spoke rather stupidly, and looked towards the lamp, as if he misunderstood her explanation. But she knew his quickness of mind too well to be deceived. "Gaspare," she said, "I don't know whether you are going to be frank with me, but I am going to be frank with you. Sit down for a minute, and--please shut the door first." He looked at her,
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