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"Signora," he said, "such things are not in my service. I am here to work, not to answer questions." He spoke quietly now, heavily, and moved his feet on the carpet. "You disobey me?" "Signora, I shall always obey all your orders as a servant." "And as a friend, Gaspare, as a friend! You are my friend, aren't you?" Her voice had suddenly changed, and in answer to it his face changed. He looked into her face, and his eyes were full of a lustrous softness that was like a gentle and warm caress. "Signora, you know what I am for you. Then leave me alone, Signora." He spoke solemnly. "You ought to trust me, Signora, you ought to trust me." "I do trust you. But you--do you trust me?" "Si, Signora." "In everything?" "Signora, I trust you; I have always trusted you." "And my courage--do you trust that?" He did not answer. "I don't think you do, Gaspare." Suddenly she felt that he was right not to trust it. Again she felt beset by fear, and as if she had nothing within her that was strong enough to stand up in further combat against the assaults of the world and of destiny. The desire to know all, to probe this mystery, abruptly left her, was replaced by an almost frantic wish to be always ignorant, if only that ignorance saved her from any fresh sorrow or terror. "Never mind," she said. "You needn't answer. I don't want--What does it all matter? It's--it's all so long ago." Having got hold of that phrase, she clung to it as if for comfort. "It's all so long ago," she repeated. "Years and years ago. We've forgotten it. We've forgotten Sicily, Gaspare. Why should we think of it or trouble about it any more? Good-night, Gaspare." She smiled at him, but her face was drawn and looked old. "Buona notte, Signora." He did not smile, but gazed at her with earnest gentleness, and still with that lustrous look in his eyes, full of tenderness and protection. "Buon riposo, Signora." He went away, surely relieved to go. At the door he said again: "Buon riposo." The door was shut. "Buon riposo!" Hermione repeated the words to herself. "Riposo!" The very thought of repose was like the most bitter irony. She walked up and down the room. To-night there was no stability in her. She was shaken, lacerated mentally, by sharply changing moods that rushed through her, one chasing another. Scarcely had Gaspare gone before she longed to call him back, to force him to speak, to explain ever
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