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n life, on its irresistible movement, on its changes, its alternations of grief and joy, loneliness and companionship. He was silently reviewing the combined fates of his Padrona and himself. Behind him for a long while there was silence. But when the boat was abreast of the sloping gardens of Posilipo Artois spoke at last. "Hermione!" he said. "Yes," she answered. "Do you remember that evening when I met you on the sea?" "After I had been to Frisio's? Yes I remember it." "You had been reading what I wrote in the wonderful book." "And I was wondering why you had written it." "I had no special reason. I thought of that saying. I had to write something, so I wrote that. I wonder--I wonder now why long ago my conscience did not tell me plainly something. I wonder it did not tell me plainly what you were in my life, all you were." "Have I--have I really been much?" "I never knew how much till I thought of you permanently changed towards me, till I thought of you living, but with your affection permanently withdrawn from me. That night--you know--?" "Yes, I know." "At first I was not sure--I was afraid for a moment about you. Vere and I were afraid, when your room was dark and we heard nothing. But even then I did not fully understand how much I need you. I only understood that in the Palace of the Spirits, when--when you hated me--" "I don't think I ever hated you." "Hatred, you know, is the other side of love." "Then perhaps I did. Yes--I did." "How long my conscience was inactive, was useless to me! It needed a lesson, a terrible lesson. It needed a cruel blow to rouse it." "And mine!" she answered, in a low voice. "We shall make many mistakes, both of us," he said. "But I think, after that night, we can never for very long misunderstand each other. For that night we were sincere." "Let us always be sincere." "Sincerity is the rock on which one should build the house of life." "Let us--you and I--let us build upon it our palace of the spirits." Then they were silent again. They were silent until the boat passed the point, until in the distance the island appeared, even until the prow of the boat grated against the rock beneath the window of the Casa del Mare. As Hermione got out Gaspare bent to kiss her hand. "Benedicite!" he murmured. And, as she pressed his hand with both of hers, she answered: "Benedicite!" That night, not very late, but when darkness ha
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