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use of Lords, there would be great heart searchings and educational endeavour. On that we reckoned.... At last we talked it out to the practical pitch, and Crupp and Shoesmith, and I and Gane, made our definite agreement together.... I emerged from enormous silences upon Margaret one evening. She was just back from the display of some new musicians at the Hartsteins. I remember she wore a dress of golden satin, very rich-looking and splendid. About her slender neck there was a rope of gold-set amber beads. Her hair caught up and echoed and returned these golden notes. I, too, was in evening dress, but where I had been escapes me,--some forgotten dinner, I suppose. I went into her room. I remember I didn't speak for some moments. I went across to the window and pulled the blind aside, and looked out upon the railed garden of the square, with its shrubs and shadowed turf gleaming pallidly and irregularly in the light of the big electric standard in the corner. "Margaret," I said, "I think I shall break with the party." She made no answer. I turned presently, a movement of enquiry. "I was afraid you meant to do that," she said. "I'm out of touch," I explained. "Altogether." "Oh! I know." "It places me in a difficult position," I said. Margaret stood at her dressing-table, looking steadfastly at herself in the glass, and with her fingers playing with a litter of stoppered bottles of tinted glass. "I was afraid it was coming to this," she said. "In a way," I said, "we've been allies. I owe my seat to you. I couldn't have gone into Parliament...." "I don't want considerations like that to affect us," she interrupted. There was a pause. She sat down in a chair by her dressing-table, lifted an ivory hand-glass, and put it down again. "I wish," she said, with something like a sob in her voice, "it were possible that you shouldn't do this." She stopped abruptly, and I did not look at her, because I could feel the effort she was making to control herself. "I thought," she began again, "when you came into Parliament--" There came another silence. "It's all gone so differently," she said. "Everything has gone so differently." I had a sudden memory of her, shining triumphant after the Kinghampstead election, and for the first time I realised just how perplexing and disappointing my subsequent career must have been to her. "I'm not doing this without consideration," I said. "I know," she said,
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