his day, without you make me an apology."

"I was not aware that it was necessary for a father to apologise to
his son."

"If you wrong a stranger, you offer an apology; how much more is it due
to a near relation?"

"But a parent has claims upon his own son, sir, for which he is bound to
tender his duty."

"I grant it, in the ordinary course of things in this life; but, General
De Benyon, what claims have you as a parent upon me? A son in most cases
is indebted to his parents for their care and attention in infancy--his
education--his religious instruction--his choice of a profession, and
his advancement in life, by their exertions and interest; and when they
are called away, he has a reasonable expectation of their leaving him a
portion of their substance. They have a heavy debt of gratitude to pay
for what they have received, and they are further checked by the hopes
of what they may hereafter receive. Up to this time, sir, I have not
received the first, and this day I am told that I need not expect the
last. Allow me to ask you, General De Benyon, upon what grounds you
claim from me a filial duty? certainly not for benefits received, or
for benefits in expectation; but I feel that I am intruding, and
therefore, sir, once more, with every wish for your happiness, I take
my leave."

I went out, and had half closed the door after me, when the general
cried out, "Stop--don't go--Japhet--my son--I was in a passion--I beg
your pardon--don't mind what I said--I'm a passionate old fool."

As he uttered this in broken sentences, I returned to him. He held out
his hand. "Forgive me, boy--forgive your father." I knelt down and kissed
his hand; he drew me towards him, and I wept upon his bosom.

Chapter LXXV

Father still dutifully submissive at home--Abroad, I am splitting
a straw in arguments with Susannah about straw bonnets--The rest
of the Chapter contains coquetry, courting, and costumes.

It was some time before we were sufficiently composed to enter into
conversation, and then I tried my utmost to please him. Still, there was
naturally a restraint on both sides, but I was so particular and devoted
in my attentions, so careful of giving offence, that when he complained
of weariness, and a wish to retire, he stipulated that I should be with
him to breakfast on the next morning.

I hastened to Mr Masterton, although it was late, to communicate to him
all that had passed; he heard me with g