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ld--so deeply was he in love with her already. But this love was quite different from anything that he had ever felt before. It had in it both mysticism and fatality. It was a desire of the soul as well as of the body. He had had "loves" before--this was Love. And in Sophy's mind was the consciousness of what Olive Arundel had told her, only the day before, about the tragedy of Amaldi's life. It seemed that when he was only twenty-three he had made a _mariage de convenance_ to please his father. He had married his cousin, Clelia Castelli. Two years afterwards she had been unfaithful to him. Amaldi had fought with her lover. Then husband and wife had separated. There is no divorce in Italy. Sophy was thinking now: "When he was twenty-five--two years younger than I am--he was fighting his wife's lover with a bare sword. He was living out those real, dreadful things when he was a mere boy." And she could not help glancing curiously at his hand, to which a seal ring of sapphire engraved with his arms gave such a foreign look.... Only thirty-one, and cut off forever by the laws of his country and its religion from family, from children.... Yes--that was tragic. That was real tragedy. Amaldi said suddenly in his grave voice: "May I know how you came to call your book _The Shadow of a Flame_?" "Yes; it's very simple," she answered. "I was rather unhappy. I had stayed awake all night--reading by candle-light. My window looked to the east. When the sun rose, my candle was still burning. And as I started to blow it out, I noticed that in the sunlight, its flame cast a shadow on the page of my book. And it came to me that we were all like that--like little flames casting shadows in some greater light. And that our passions were also like little flames that cast shadows--of sorrow ... regret ... despair ... weariness...." "Yes," said Amaldi, "yes--it is like that...." Something in the timbre of her voice as she said the words, "sorrow ... regret ... despair ... weariness," moved him deeply. He did not dare to say more. He was not at any time a man of fluent speech, now his earnest desire not to be "indiscreet" in the least degree made him feel oddly dumb. Sophy herself changed the note of their conversation to a lighter key. "Tell me," she said suddenly, "is the home that you care for most in the town or in the country? I can't help thinking that your real home is in some beautiful country part of Italy." "Y
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