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her face. The silence seemed eternal--and she had made no movement. To fill that silence he went on desperately-- "I had always hated him--there were many reasons--and one day we met in Sannet Wood, quarrelled, and I hit him. The blow killed him. I don't think I meant to kill him, but I wasn't sorry afterwards--I have never felt remorse for _that_. There have been other things. . . . "Soon afterwards I met you--I loved you at once--you know that I did--and I could not tell you. Oh! I tried--I struggled, pretty poor struggling--but I could not. I thought that it was all over, that he was dead and nobody knew. But God was wiser than that--Rupert knew. He suspected and then he grew more sure, and at last he was quite certain. Yesterday, after the football match, I told him and I promised him that I would tell you . . . and I have told you." Silence again--and then suddenly there was movement, and there were arms about him and a voice in his ear--"Poor, poor Olva . . . dear Olva . . . how terrible it must have been!" He could only then catch her and hold her, and furiously press her against him. "Oh, my dear, my dear--you don't mind!" They stayed together, like that, for a long time. He could not think clearly, but in the dim recesses of his mind he saw that they had all--Mrs. Craven, Margaret, Rupert--taken it in the same kind of way. Could it be that Margaret and Rupert living, although unconsciously, in the shadow all their lives of just this crime, breathing the air of it, and breathing it too with the other air of love and affection--that they had thus, all unknowing, been quietly prepared? Or had they, each of them, their especial reason for excusing it? Mrs. Craven from her great knowledge, Rupert from his great weariness, Margaret from her great love? At last Margaret got up and sat down in a chair away from him. "Olva dear, you ought to have told me. If we had married and you had not told me---" "I was so terribly afraid of losing you." "But it gives me now," her voice was almost triumphant, "something to share with you, something to help you in, something to fight with you. Now I can show you how much I love you. "How could you have supposed that I would mind? Do you think that a woman, if she loves a man, cares for anything that he may do? If you had killed a hundred men in Sannet Wood I would have helped you to bury them. The thing that a woman demands most of love is that she may pro
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