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he pain, and I said: 'Pray, do not speak of chains.' 'But they exist. Things cannot be undone for us two by words.' The tremble as of a strung wire in the strenuous pitch of her voice seemed to say she was not cold, though her gloved hand resting its finger-ends on the table, her restrained attitude, her very calm eyes, declared the reverse. This and that sensation beset me in turn. We shrank oddly from uttering one another's Christian name. I was the first with it; my 'Ottilia!' brought soon after 'Harry' on her lips, and an atmosphere about us much less Arctic. 'Ottilia, you have told me you wish me to go to England.' 'I have.' 'We shall be friends.' 'Yes, Harry; we cannot be quite divided; we have that knowledge for our present happiness.' 'The happy knowledge that we may have our bone to gnaw when food's denied. It is something. One would like possibly, after expulsion out of Eden, to climb the gates to see how the trees grow there. What I cannot imagine is the forecasting of any joy in the privilege.' 'By nature or system, then, you are more impatient than I, for I can,' said Ottilia. She added: 'So much of your character I divined early. It was part of my reason for wishing you to work. You will find that hard work in England--but why should I preach to you Harry, you have called me here for some purpose?' 'I must have detained you already too long.' 'Time is not the offender. Since I have come, the evil----' 'Evil? Are not your actions free?' 'Patience, my friend. The freer my actions, the more am I bound to deliberate on them. I have the habit of thinking that my deliberations are not in my sex's fashion of taking counsel of the nerves and the blood. In truth, Harry, I should not have come but for my acknowledgement of your right to bid me come.' 'You know, princess, that in honouring me with your attachment, you imperil your sovereign rank?' 'I do.' 'What next?' 'Except that it is grievously in peril, nothing!' 'Have you known it all along?' 'Dimly-scarcely. To some extent I knew it, but it did not stand out in broad daylight. I have been learning the world's wisdom recently. Would you have had me neglect it? Surely much is due to my father? My relatives have claims on me. Our princely Houses have. My country has.' 'Oh, princess, if you are pleading----' 'Can you think that I am?' The splendour of her high nature burst on me with a shock. I could have fall
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