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fortunate. One of those financial crashes which are common in America caused his total ruin.' Jane drew a deep breath. 'I am sorry to say that is not all. The excitement of the days when his fate was hanging in the balance led to illness--fatal illness. He died on the sixth of February.' Jane, with her eyes bent down, was motionless. After a pause, Scawthorne continued: 'I will speak of this with Mr. Percival to-morrow, and every inquiry shall be made--on your behalf.' 'Thank you, sir.' She rose, very pale, but with more self-command than on entering the room. The latter part of his communication seemed to have affected her as a relief. 'Miss Snowdon--if you would allow me to say a few more words. You will remember I mentioned to you that there was a prospect of my becoming a partner in the firm which I have hitherto served as clerk. A certain examination had to be passed that I might be admitted a solicitor. That is over; in a few days my position as a member of the firm will be assured.' Jane waited, her eyes still east down. 'I feel that it may seem to you an ill-chosen time; but the very fact that I have just been the bearer of such sad news impels me to speak. I cannot keep the promise that I would never revive the subject on which I spoke to you not long ago. Forgive me; I _must_ ask you again if you cannot think of me as I wish? Miss Snowdon, will you let me devote myself to making your life happy? It has always seemed to me that if I could attain a position such as I now have, there would be little else to ask for. I began life poor and half-educated, and you cannot imagine the difficulties I have overcome. But if I go away from this house, and leave you so lonely, living such a hard life, there will be very little satisfaction for me in my success. Let me try to make for you a happiness such as you merit. It may seem as if we were very slightly acquainted, but I know you well enough to esteem you more highly than any women I ever met, and if you could but think of me--' He was sincere. Jane had brought out the best in him. With the death of Snowdon all his disreputable past seemed swept away, and he had no thought of anything but a decent rectitude, a cleanly enjoyment of existence, for the future, but Jane was answering: 'I can't change what I said before, Mr. Scawthorne. I am very content to live as I do now. I have friends I am very fond of. Thank you for your kindness--but I can't
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