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o Clara, Hewett now returned to her with this food. She was sitting by the fire, her face resting upon her hands. The lamp was extinguished; she had said that the firelight was enough. John deposited his burden on the table, then touched her shoulder gently and spoke in so soft a voice that one would not have recognised it as his. 'You'll try an' eat a little, my dear? Here's somethin' as has been made particular. After travellin'--just a spoonful or two.' Clara expressed reluctance. 'I don't feel hungry, father. Presently, perhaps.' 'Well, well; it do want to cool a bit. Do you feel able to sit up?' 'Yes. Don't take so much trouble, father. I'd rather you left me alone.' The tone was not exactly impatient; it spoke a weary indifference to everything and every person. 'Yes, I'll go away, dear. But you'll eat just a bit? If you don't like this, you must tell me, and I'll get something you could fancy.' 'It'll do well enough. I'll eat it presently; I promise you.' John hesitated before going. 'Clara--shall you mind Amy and Annie comin' to sleep here? If you'd rather, we'll manage it somehow else.' 'No. What does it matter? They can come when they like, only they mustn't want me to talk to them.' He went softly from the room, and joined the children at their tea. His mood had grown brighter. Though in talking he kept his tone much softened, there was a smile upon his face, and he answered freely the questions put to him about his journey. Overcome at first by the dark aspect of this home-coming, he now began to taste the joy of having Clara under his roof, rescued alike from those vague dangers of the past and from the recent peril. Impossible to separate the sorrow he felt for her blighted life, her broken spirit, and the solace lurking in the thought that henceforth she could not abandon him. Never a word to reproach her for the unalterable; it should be as though there were no gap between the old love and its renewal in the present. For Clara used to love him, and already she had shown that his tenderness did not appeal to her in vain; during the journey she had once or twice pressed his hand in gratitude. How well it was that he had this home in which to receive her! Half a year ago, and what should he have done? He would not admit to himself that there were any difficulties ahead; if it came to that, he would manage to get some extra work in the evening and on Saturday afternoons. He would tak
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