e gave John a chair, but could not sit still himself. The
garret was a spacious one, and whilst talking he moved from wall to
wall.
'You know that I saw Clara last night? She told me she should mention
it to you.'
'Yes, yes. I was afraid she'd never have made up her mind to it. It was
the best way for you to see her alone first, poor girl! You won't mind
comin' to us now, like you used?'
'Did she tell you what she wished to speak to me about?'
'Why, no, she hasn't. Was there--anything particular?'
'She feels the time very heavy on her hands. It seems you don't like
the thought of her looking for employment?'
John rose from his chair and grasped the back of it.
'You ain't a-goin' to encourage her to leave us? It ain't that you was
talkin' about, Sidney?'
'Leave you? Why, where should she go?'
'No, no; it's all right; so long as you wasn't thinkin' of her goin'
away again. See, Sidney, I ain't got nothing to say against it, if she
can find some kind of job for home. I know as the time must hang heavy.
There she sit, poor thing! from mornin' to night, an' can't get her
thoughts away from herself. It's easy enough to understand, ain't it? I
took a book home for her the other day, but she didn't seem to care
about it. There she sit, with her poor face on her hands, thinkin' and
thinkin'. It breaks my heart to see her. I'd rather she had some work,
but she mustn't go away from home for it.'
Sidney took a few steps in silence.
'You don't misunderstand me,' resumed the other, with suddenness. 'You
don't think as I won't trust her away from me. If she went, it 'ud be
because she thinks herself a burden--as if I wouldn't gladly live on a
crust for my day's food an' spare her goin' among strangers! You can
think yourself what it 'ud be to her, Sidney. No, no, it mustn't be
nothing o' that kind. But I can't ear to see her livin' as she does;
it's no life at all. I sit with her when I get back home at night, an'
I'm glad to say she seems to find it a pleasure to have me by her; but
it's the only bit o' pleasure she gets, an' there's all the hours
whilst I'm away. You see she don't take much to Mrs. Eagles; that ain't
her sort of friend. Not as she's got any pride left about her, poor
girl don't think that. I tell you, Sidney, she's a dear good girl to
her old father. If I could only see her a bit happier, I'd never
grumble again as long as I lived, I wouldn't!'
Is there such a thing in this world as speech
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