se from his
chair, and stood opposite to her. "I cannot bring myself to think
that the fight should be given up."
"But there has been no fight."
"There ought to be a fight, Miss Mackenzie; I know that there ought.
I believe I'm right in supposing, if all this is allowed to go by the
board as it is going, that you won't have, so to say, anything of
your own."
"I shall have to earn my bread like other people; and, indeed, I am
endeavouring now to put myself in the way of doing so."
"I'll tell you how you shall earn it. Come and be my wife. I think
we've got a turn for good up at the business. Come and be my wife.
That's honest, any way."
"You are honest," said she, with a tear in her eye.
"I am honest now," said he, "though I was not honest to you once;"
and I think there was a tear in his eye also.
"If you mean about that money that you have borrowed, I am very
glad of it--very glad of it. It will be something for them in Gower
Street."
"Miss Mackenzie, as long as I have a hand to help myself with, they
shall have that at least. But now, about this other thing. Whether
there's nothing to come or anything, I'll be true to my offer. I'll
fight for it, if there's to be a fight, and I'll let it go if there's
to be no fight. But whether one way or whether the other, there shall
be a home for you when you say the word. Say it now. Will you be my
wife?"
"I cannot say that word, Mr Rubb."
"And why not?"
"I cannot say it; indeed, I cannot."
"Is it Mr Ball that prevents you?"
"Do not ask me questions like that. Indeed, indeed, indeed, I cannot
do as you ask me."
"You despise me, like enough, because I am only a tradesman?"
"What am I myself, that I should despise any man? No, Mr Rubb, I am
thankful and grateful to you; but it cannot be."
Then he took up his hat, and, turning away from her without any word
of adieu, made his way out of the house.
"He really do seem a nice man, Miss," said Mrs Buggins. "I wonder you
wouldn't have him liefer than go into one of them hospitals."
Whether Miss Mackenzie had any remnant left of another hope,
or whether all such hope had gone, we need not perhaps inquire
accurately. Whatever might be the state of her mind on that score,
she was doing her best to carry out her purpose with reference to the
plan of nursing; and as she could not now apply to her cousin, she
had written to Mr Slow upon the subject.
Late in November yet another gentleman came to se
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