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a toothache once." She said, unsmiling: "Haven't you ever suffered mentally?" "No--not seriously. Oh, I've regretted little secret meannesses--bad temper, jealousy--" "Nothing else? Have you never experienced deep unhappiness--through death, for example?" "No, thank God. My father and mother and sister are living.... It is rather strange," he added, partly to himself, "that the usual troubles and sorrows have so far passed me by. I am twenty-seven; there has never been a death in my family, or among my intimate friends." "Have you any intimate friends?" "Well--perhaps not--in the strict sense. I don't confide." "Have you never cared, very much, for anybody--any woman?" "Not sentimentally," he returned, laughing. "Do you think that a good course of modern flirtation--a thorough schooling in the old-fashioned misfortunes of true love would inject into my canvases that elusively occult quality they're all howling for?" She remained smilingly silent. "Perhaps something less strenuous would do," he said, mischievously--"a pretty amourette?--just one of those gay, frivolous, Louis XV affairs with some daintily receptive girl, not really improper, but only ultra fashionable. Do you think _that_ would help some, Valerie?" She raised her eyes, still smiling, a little incredulous, very slightly embarrassed: "I don't think your painting requires any such sacrifices of you, Mr. Neville.... Are you going to take me somewhere to dinner? I'm dreadfully hungry." "You poor little girl, of course I am. Besides, you must be suffering under the terrible suppression of that 'thorough talk' which you--" "It doesn't really require a thorough talk," she said; "I'll tell you now what I had to say. No, don't interrupt, please! I want to--please let me--so that nothing will mar our enjoyment of each other and of the gay world around us when we are dining.... It is this: Sometimes--once in a while--I become absurdly lonely, which makes me a fool, temporarily. And--will you let me telephone you at such times?--just to talk to you--perhaps see you for a minute?" "Of course. You know my telephone number. Call me up whenever you like." "_Could_ I see you at such moments? I--there's a--some--a kind of sentiment about me--when I'm _very_ lonely; and I've been foolish enough to let one or two men see it--in fact I've been rather indiscreet--silly--with a man--several men--now and then. A lonely girl is easily sympathis
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